tw // weight so the beginning of the school year/marching season i weighed like 117 lbs. as i’ve mentioned before, i have a really fast metabolism and i’ve lost a ton of weight since then. especially bc of quarantine. i currently weigh 100 lbs and i’m suuuuper insecure about how i look bc now i’m starting to look unhealthy. (for reference i’m 5’6”) like that picture i posted of james and i when he came and surprised me, when i saw that picture for the first time i grimaced bc i feel like i look awful in that one and i was actually super scared to post it. i’ve been trying to eat more and my mom bought me those nestle boost drinks but nothing is seeming to work so today i started to actually work out for the first time :) i’m going to try to everyday and pick one day to be my rest day so probably Saturday’s. my body hurts rn and i’m on my period so i really shouldn’t have started it today 😂 but if i didn’t then i never would have. i just thought i’d update you guys and hopefully this helps my mind and health and overall being get better. ✨

also ! i’m almost out of my face wash and i’m looking to try something new so if you guys have any recommendations that would be great :) my mom bought me a face mask and i think we’re going to make a homemade scrub to help get rid of my acne scars

I can’t read the caption bc I get triggered but whatever is going on I hope things just get better ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ and gosh you are a hottie mcscottie

plus the editing skills???? dope

aww you’re so pretty 🥰

you are so beautiful ily!!! ❤️

I hope things get better, you might find more luck gaining muscle weight instead, that’s what one of my friends started doing bc she has a similar situation like urs, quarantine suks but I hope everything turns out good:)