no. you're everything. Chris last night wasn't your fault, love. I freaked out last night and I needed some people to talk to. I understand you couldn't talk to me yesterday. I understand that totally. none of it is your fault. everything that happened last night was because I freaked out Chris. not because of you.

I get that it wasn't my fault. But I wasn't here in time. I'm never here in time. My timing is what kills people. You don't even know half of it....

Chris I think I do know. and you know what? I don't care. I had some others talk to me..and I'm better now and I'm not cutting. for you I'm not cutting.