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i’m here ms cool, i’m here </3
but i do enjoy you saying you miss me so maybe i’ll keep disappearing
anyways anyways
adira told me she has feelings for me today
even worse, it’s 7pm for me
but i’ll try to stay up, i missed you today
i told her that i’m not good at expressing my feelings, that i’m surprised she has feelings for me, something else i can’t remember
but i wanted to tell you if she didn’t tell you first, i wanted to know how you felt
oh, okay
i don’t though, no
and i guess i just wanted to know how you felt about her having feelings for me
and if i had feelings for her in return, though i don’t past just a friend
but if you don’t care then that’s certainly fine and we can move on
gotcha
i don’t want to sound evil in saying this, but i’m kind of relieved you felt bummed
and i don’t know why i said we were just friends- i mean, we are friends but
i was just taken aback when she asked me about you i guess, and i didn’t want to say we were more than friends in case you didn’t feel a certain type of way
i can understand that
i like you, val
yeah?
this has me so happy, gorgeous girl
i wanted to tell you last night but maybe was worried you wouldn’t feel the same, so i didn’t
oh wait nevermind you said you ha te me </3 i take it all back immediately
no i definitely will like being stuck with you for a veryyy long time, gorgeous girl
also i don’t think i would’ve told you until i was more than 10000% that you felt the same
which i’m so glad you do, makes me feel like the ultimate mr cool now
nah i would’ve kept talking to you
unless you felt too awkward to
can’t stay away from the gorgeous girl
what would you do if i didn’t have the same feelings for you?
i also be missing you during the day, even when you take your 20 minutes to respond
welll that was payback from all the times you’ve done it to me </3
i’m not already getting sleepy, ms cool, my need for val time is keeping me fully awake right now
i also don’t do it on purpose, i just get distracted at times 💔
i don’t think i’ll get tired anytime soon so i think i’ll keep my new title
i already like this promotion, i think it’ll come with a lot of perks too
college football😪
but i plan on locking in and only getting distracted by you now, promise
and the perks of you telling me you like me, of course
oh nah, i’m just watching a game so not nearly as exciting as playing
i like you, i like you, i like you, val
i’m very glad we had that talk, imagine if we didn’t and i never found out if you liked me or not </3
well i was a bit worried at the beginning of our talk or whatever
i also didn’t know if you would think it was too soon
oh but it’s alabama v oklahoma, not exciting so i might turn it off and focus on ms cool for good
wow so it’s definitely good we talked and it’s definitely good you told me you like me back, that made me more happy than you could know, ms cool
lmaoo you’re funny but i can’t judge, i’d be lying if i said i didn’t stop to stare at the picture on your bio sometimes😮‍💨
i can’t help it though, you’re my gorgeous girl
you’re never allowed to be sad, i think that would break my heart and i’d never recover
i could never think you’re weird, and if i ever did then surely it would be in a cute way
and i like the sound of being yours, your handsome boy🫡
maybe i’ll post a new bio eventually for a new picture for you to stare at😁
i am upset to hear that but unfortunately i fall asleep and get tired way too easily so this is an inevitable sadness
i think you said i was intimidating because i was serious and never used emojis😭 which i’ve been very intentionally using to not be so intimidating and serious
you can maybe help pick a picture if you also post a new bio- and you saying that does the exact opposite of bother me
i feel a bit guilty too, ms cool
i do want you to post a new bio but i also love the picture you have in your bio now
you’re so gorgeous, val- i’ve been saying it from day one 😮‍💨
i don’t know what i’m going to tell her either, she’s replied back but i’m a bit hesitant to look at it
i could stop saying it if it gets too annoying hearing it all the time </3
i hope i get to see my name on it, i deserve it after my promotion to mr cool
i hope i didn’t ruin your friendship with her, that’s the last thing i’d want to happen
i want to let you know that it’s almost midnight and i’m not even tired, what luck
nevermind i lied
well at least i’ll know what the little dot means then
though i think my name should be big, bigger than a little tiny dot at least so it’ll be obvious that you’re my gorgeous girl
also if you said i can’t leave her hanging then you can’t either, ms cool
i’m not tired tired, more drowsy i guess
alright, well let me know how it goes i guess
i know you’re just kidding, ms cool
i’ll try to snap out of it, except not really because i’m gonna close my eyes while waiting to reply back to you i think lol
i’m not mad at you :( i could never be mad at you, gorgeous girl
it’s 1 and i’m still awake, i hope you’re proud
don’t feel bad </3 i like my val time
i have absolutely no plans tomorrow- what about you, my gorgeous girl?
da mn i gotta get better at this
no no no, i only planned on spending time with my pretty girl tomorrow
and you should be sure about that, i plan on tomorrow being val day
a demotion? breaks my heart just thinking about it
and you can expect to see pictures either tomorrow or when you give me pictures to choose from for yours
but i think i’m going to bed </3 i just got exhausted
so goodnight, my gorgeous girl- i hope you don’t stay up too late and sleep well
of course i’m going to choose pictures for your bio, how could i miss an opportunity like that
good morning, ms cool, i hope you slept well <3 and i’m prepared to miss you until you wake up
okay i miss you fr💔
hi my gorgeous girl, how’d you sleep?
that’s cute of you, ms cool, i always get so h ot when i sleep
oh also, i’m guessing you talked to adira last night?
maybe like one or two, that and a fan on
how did it go though? hopefully everything went fine?
oh and also, i’m still expecting a new bio and pictures to choose from and all that stuff, i didn’t forget🫡
i think that’ll work, having a val blanket
i’m glad that you and her are still friends though, i would’ve felt guilty if you weren’t
anyways, you should send the pictures and i’ll send mine fs
hm, i tried and it’s not letting me add pictures either
consider me heartbroken 💔
you might just have to pick the picture you think i’d like best, summon your inner ash
alright, as long as my name is more than a 🤏🏼 little dot as you said
and i’ll be patiently waiting to see my gorgeous girl
mhmmm, my name has to be on there or i’ll probably die
not to be dramatic
hmmmmmm
decisions decisions, but i choose number 2
why would i be mad? i’m not mad, i understand where you’re coming from
i’m not exactly sure what to say but blaze and i don’t have anything going on past just friends, i’m sorry if i made it seem like there was anything more there
we’ve just been friends for a while- i’ve known her for a year maybe, but friendship is all that’s there
i’m sorry though, val :( i can definitely back off a bit, i don’t want to make it seem like there’s anyone i want besides you
we dated for maybe a month a while ago, so yes there was something there and i won’t try to downplay it or anything, maybe i should’ve told you
and i really like you too val, i do
and i never meant to be flirtatious with her or to accept her flirtation if she was flirting, i guess i just didn’t see it that way- but i was in the center of it so i guess i can see how you saw it
i guess not, i didn’t think to
no, i don’t know why i didn’t tell you but that’s not why
i just didn’t think to, i know it sounds stupid but i didn’t
from your perspective, i guess so
i’m sorry
i do not
i promise
i can give you space if you want
i don’t know
just wanted to offer it
i don’t need space, no
neither of those are true, sorry :(
when are you going out with your friends again?
alright gorgeous girl, have fun <3
i have news for you when you come back
and i’m sorry about earlier, i feel bad about how i made you feel, truly
alrighty🫡
well actually i don’t know if you’ll like it or get upset at me
but i talked to blaze after we talked and i don’t think i’ll be talking to her anymore really
yeah
i feel fine about it though
i just didn’t want to lose you is all, i’ve got you and adira and that’s cool by me
i know it’s easier said than done but i don’t want you to feel bad about it, angel girl
you’re still my wonder woman and that’s all i need or want
you wouldn’t have lost me </3 i wouldn’t have let that happen
i was worried you were going to be mad at me for a while- not that i wouldn’t have understood but
i’m glad you talked to me about it
nuh uh you can’t say that, i can’t stay up for too long tonight since i have work in the morning so you can’t tell me not to talk to you anymore tonight💔
or else you’d be filled with regret, i can feel it
but to be fair i guess you’re right and you weren’t mad, really
you were kind of intimidating though
happiness???????? consider me heartbroken
i can’t call out because it’s too late </3 but i only work a half day, i’ll be done by noon my time so it’ll hardly be anything for you
what does the v and the l and the e and the n and the t and the n stand for then
i’m starting to think you’re not kidding
but alsoo that’s not fair because you have class, you’re always gone for at least 1000 hours when you have class and then i miss you
and by the time i get off of work it’ll be like 9 for you, that’s when you usually leave for class i think and then i’ll have to wait💔
the rest of the letters in your name check out but idk about the n standing for nice
that’s actually even worse, that’s soul shattering information because i won’t be able to talk to you before you leave
unless work is super boring and uneventful
i think it stands for never nice😁
you don’t have to explain the concept to me, my alarm tomorrow is set for 6:53
fine, i’ve changed my mind to prove you wrong about the a in my name
the n can stand for Nthe most gorgeous girl ever
i will, i’ll wake up locked in and ready to think about you
which i already do every day already😮‍💨
but that means i expect you to think of me at exactly 6:01 and no later
what’s your middle name, my gorgeous valentina?
it’s 8 minutes before my alarm goes off and i’m awake, cruel
that just means i’m thinking about you early 🫡
my middle name is james- and now you have to tell me yours
poor ms cool, i feel like you haven’t been sleeping well lately
my last name is reynolds, and i can already picture you pretending to be mad and saying my full name💔
valentina sofia😮‍💨 i like it
maybe you’re just not meant to sleep well- do you sleep well on the weekends? maybe you’re stressed about class and stuff which makes it hard to sleep
i always sleep worse when i know i have to wake up early the next day
i love your entire name, but now you also have to tell me your last name so i can pretend to be equally as mad
you’re cute, i slept fine but it wasn’t enough
which is why i took a nap but naps always make me feel like śh it afterwards
don’t do me like that
i can’t tell if you’re lying, i’m 50-50 on it
maybe 60-40
you’re just saying that to be funny because it’s my last name😪
because i just feel groggy after naps, like sweaty and gross
and that’s how i felt today, both groggy and gross
do you take naps a lot?
you’re not missing much anyways, i hardly slept anyways
too busy thinking about my gorgeous girl😮‍💨
no but it was also just very loud and everything kept waking me up
it does surprise me that you rarely ever nap though, especially because i feel like you always sleep bad at night
it depends, i used to be a light sleeper but now i’m in the middle i guess, unless i’m napping
what about you?
poor ms cool :( can you just not fall asleep when the sun is out? i guess it might sound weird but i used to be like that
i’d wake up at any hint of sun and couldn’t fall asleep during the day
now that you say that, i think i am just a light sleeper
i also can’t fall asleep with any light on at all💔 it has to be totally dark
maybe you’re just weird, a weird cool girl who can’t take naps and is only a light sleeper sometimes
the lights in my room are currently not on and i’m barely tired so maybe you’re onto something
okay caffeinated stuff doesn’t work on me either, it just makes me shaky but i can still get sleepy on it
maybe we’re both weird then
i also don’t like coffee though so i don’t try it often
i do not, no
it’s too bitter for me </3 i’d have to add a ton of stuff and then i don’t see the point
i don’t really like any caffeinated drinks, caffeine has no effect on me so i don’t bother really
i’m guessing you like coffee though
yeah i think i’m weird when it comes to that
but that’s funny though, i feel like a lot of people i know only like coffee if they get it from somewhere
does it ever hurt your stomach? i know that’s a thing with coffee, i remember you said the other day that your stomach hurt or something and i was going to ask about that but
black coffee is definitely disgusting, i agree
do you like iced coffee or regular coffee? i don’t like either of course but iced coffee is a little more bearable
okay now i have to ask if chocolate hurts your stomach
because i think it hurts mine a very thing bit but i keep eating it
not being a fan of chocolate is crazy, ms cool
i can understand the oreo thing though
i think i just have the biggest sweet tooth ever so it’s hard to think about not liking chocolate
what’s your favorite food? or one of them
welll i won’t call them crazy because i have to call you crazy, it’s a rule
i’d say i like chocolate candy the best, i could eat some every day and in fact i probably do have some form of chocolate every day
can i be the crazy one now and say i’m not that big a fan of pasta💔 hopefully you don’t block me forever or something over it
i’m not even sure i have a favorite food, right now i wanna say it’s probably egg rolls or something
now because we’re talking about it, i’m craving something sweet
i wanted to go somewhere for ice cream but everywhere was closed </3
you’ve never had good pasta from a restaurant? like, ever?
i also don’t think i want to know what you thought egg rolls were
yeah everywhere was closed here and i was devastated, just wanted a little treat </3 but i survived
i’m always acutely aware of our time difference when i wake up and have to wait forever for you to wake up too
oh it was fine, they live like five minutes away so it wasn’t any special get together or anything, it was fun
how was it with your cousins and your aunt?
it actually did seem like forever 💔 went to the gym and everything and you were still asleep, so i died
oh poor cool girl, it is awkward when that kind of stuff happens
do you have any siblings?
i’m glad your attention is on me though, i need val time😔 feeling weak without it, like i could waste away
gotcha, i have an older sister
it’s too late though, i’ve already wasted away
and i’m already tired again which must be a side effect of wasting away
it’s fine i guess, i don’t have anything else to compare it to
it’s fun i’d say
what’s it like having a brother then?
oh, i hope my sister doesn’t feel that way about me lol
why isn’t it fun? </3 how much older is he?
oh i get that
one of my friend’s siblings is crazy with their parents, i don’t get it
but my sister is normal and 4 years older so i don’t have those problems