wait can I tell you what happened before you go to sleep?

yes

ok so I like this boy Ik your probably like ooh great... but it gets worse my bestie likes him too he like both of us but they spend all of their time together and I'm left in the shadows... I've also been seeing and hearing things kinda like I'm getting paranoid and at he same time the boy I like has not been talking to me, blocked me out, didn't notice I wasn't taking to him and fake smiling. I also keep getting depressed out of no where like I'll start crying during class and I fake smile and laugh to hide my sadness and tears I don't want people to notice my smile is broken along with my heart I feel like people are breaking my heart without even noticing it's horrible! 💔 it's kinda like that feeling that the world has turned on you😭 it's hard to sleep at night now because I talk to my star and wish and pray and just stare at the ceiling and think the worst part is I hide it so well that even when I'm not hiding it people don't notice that IM NOT OK

I know stupid right?

I'm so sorry I understand u and I'm not just saying that but u should talk to ur bestie...

goodnight also it is not stupid

I'm sorry I have to leave quickly I would be more supportive but I am going to get yelled at

feel better

thanks Gnite