okay so a month ago I had a restraining order put on my mom fast forward to this week when my dad had to go to court against my mom to discuss whether the restraining order will continue or be dropped, it will be continued BUT it takes time for it to be actually set up so legally I have to still go see my mom as agreed in my parents divorce papers, but bc of the circumstances I only had to see her for five hours today... all week she’s been texting me (she wasn’t allowed to text me before) telling me how much she misses me how much she couldn’t wait to spend time with me today and even though I had my doubts about how she would behave around me I decided to go see her today anyway.. my dad has been telling me all week that if she brings up the topic of why we had a restraining order etc I would be able to tell her nicely to drop the topic so we could enjoy our day, stress free since Idk when I’ll see her again... so my dad drops me off to see her and we go out for lunch NOT EVEN TWENTY MINUTES INTO OUR VISIT SHE STARTS ASKING ME QUESTIONS AND PLAYING THE VICTIM, so like my dad told us to my sister and I asked if we could just drop the subject BUT NO IG THATS NOT OKAY WITH HER SO SHE STARTS CRYING IN PUBLIC AND ASKS WHY I DONT WANT TO TALK WIH HER ABOUT IT AND HOW SHE “NEEDS ANSWERS BECAUSE SHE DOESNT KNOW WHEN SHE WILL SEE ME AGAIN” and I tried to tell her that I didn’t want to talk about it BECAUSE it would be a long time before I saw her again so that we could enjoy our time together but NOPE SHE DIDNT LIKE THAT fast forward a few minutes and she takes us to a park so we can take a walk or some shït idk but for an entire hour she literally harassed me and played the victim which I later found out was because she didn’t really want to see me it was because she was recording everything I had said to her and was only trying to get dirt on my dad bc she’s childish and wanted revenge since he put a restraining order on her, she doesn’t know that I found out she was recording us but she took us home an hour early (thank god) because she wasn’t getting any information out of us :( my own mother used me today, she said a lot of stuff today that REALLY messed me up and I want to die... she didn’t even really want to see me... she didn’t even miss me

my dad and step mom feel really bad about it because they let us go see her and my stepmom even cried with me because she hates how my mom always seems to be emotionally abusing me with every chance she has, I’m so fed up with everything I hate my mom I don’t want to see her ever again

omg I'm so sorry. that's horrible. a mother should never treat a daughter that way