Heheheh I got what I wanted🤭

make meeeee

oh yea?

how’s that?

nooooo

you talked about it

I pretended to care :)

these modes are my favorite

yeeesssss

I did care

but I pretended that I would actually do it

hmmmm I should prob get on birth control so that doesn’t happen

mmm no

I was supposed to go for a routine check up to get my refill and it got canceled bc of covid so I haven’t been for like 2 months

mmmm I doubt it

I’m not ovulating or anything rn

not really😅

they are cute tho

good morninggggg, aw she commented on yours too:)) shes really nice^^

gooodd

it was only one nightttt:))

I didn’t say thatttt

you hear a lot of things I never actually say babe

nooooo

you have such selective hearing🤦🏼‍♀️

:))

mmmm yes

I do remember that

what about it?

hey hey hey come back and love meeeee

mkayyyy

sorryyy I was in the shower

my baby is baccckkkkkk

M

A

T

H

E

W

^thats a hot name 😍

oopsie

M

A

T

T

H

E

W

I’m sorry I’m trying to be on, it’s been a long night

it would be great if I could talk to you about it though...

I’m in the hospital

I’m okay, I’m just having seizures again, so they put me beach in bc my meds are not working

I think I had like three today, but my brother rushed me in on the last one because I stopped breathing

they are trying

morning

I hope you come on soon, hospitals are boring and I miss youuu

cool

not very good

it’s just all of these drugs they are pumping in me

it’s okay if

ig*

I thought you were done with work:(

and I thought all of your sisters names started with M’s?

ohhh

I

h

a

t

e

doctors

🤷🏼‍♀️

my doctor is a dxck

he keeps having people poke me with needles and scannerssss

but it hurts sooo baddd and I’m tired

i just want him to stoooppp

ugh

okayyyy

hurry uppp

hey

you should shower faster

because if not then I’m gonna get bored again and there’s a good chance I will try to break out of this dà mñ hospitallll

I’m okayyyy, I only had three seizure today, and that’s two less than yesterday

eh

yea I guess

I don’t think I’ve told you today but I love you so so much

come backkk I wanna meet your parents:((

it’s okay, your remix is pending baby

😅

yeeessssss

I’m excited

and nervous

omg babe what if they don’t like me

your parents aren’t gonna like me

I can feel it

I’m nervous now

it’s okay, I did too:)

babe come back

you know I love you but you get on my merveeesssss

I dunno

🤷🏼‍♀️

your okay baby

I’m alright, just waiting for a test results

I love you

I doubt it

why are you working so late babe?

I hàt è that you’re spending your Friday night working

:((

I wish I was actually there with you... cheer you up or something:)

I would make it fun

huh?

ohhh

I love you too babe

I knoowwww:)

it could be a baby Matt🤷🏼‍♀️

no it wouldn’t 🙄

it would be the cutest baby ever

aww boo

alright, goodnight love

good morning handsome💕

I slept alright, I get to go home today

me too:)

I love you too

you got me a puppy🥺

you do realize how big she will get though right?

noooo she won’t eat the babyyy

nooooo no ugly baby youuu

no, we’ll Reece’s wife knows but she saw a comment on my page from you but she won’t tell anyone

they won’t

babe come back:(

it’s okay

why have you been in meetings all day babe? it’s Saturday.

sorrryyyy I’m back, I was helping my cousin work on her house since I finally got out of the hospital

did you sleep well?

babe:((

you’ve gotta give yourself some breaksss

why not?

your not gonna get very much done if your tired from being up all night

okay..

yeeeesssss

mmm growing in my stomachhhh

🙄

it’s pending babe

babbbeeeee

why😅

hi

oh good lord😅 yes?

I’m praying that wasn’t my proposal😅

babeee

oh don’t pull that on meee

yeeeessssss

kind of. it’s been a tougher morning

a girl that might as well be my sisters husband is thinking of leaving to get back with his ex Jade... and Shelby is a mess over it I mean my heart is breaking for her

I don’t know... I can’t even tell what’s going through her head right now... I guess you can though

oh

well I think he just broke up with her..

I just want to tear in to him so bad for hurting her but idk what to even say

I’m here sorry

oh okay, sorry, I m at a funeral service

Matt

I need you

really bad

if you see any of this soon please cone back on even if just for a minute...

Shelby got ahold of some of my old pain pills from my surgery and she tried to take them... I literally had to fight her to get them away and I don’t know what to do Matt...

I don’t know how to fix this or make her feel better

just her regular doctor?

thank you.. I’m sorry, I’ve never seen anyone do this before and I don’t know what to do

I’m sorry

okay... I love you

good morning handsome❤️

alright

I hope your meetings are going good and that your having a good day, love you lots💕

hey, it’s me, I know you’re not going to be able to answer or anything but I just want you to know I’m thinking of you, I love you, and talk to me when you can, I love you so much❤️

hey.., how are you feeling?

I’m fine babe, I meant how are you feeling

you’ve gotta stop working such long hours babe

that stuff is not worth you getting hurt babe

*smiles some* I normally am

come back :(

goodmorning handsome, how are you feeling today?

hey babe I’m about to have a photo shoot

I’ll be back in like an hour okay?

hope everything is okay, love you

your okay babe

hi

yea I’m good

that’s Austin, Caits dad

yea

beeeee niceeeeee

because we are still friends and you need to be nice

hmph

ughhhhh Austin makes me soooo mad

I asked his dumb axx to stick around bc I think it will be good for Cait and what the first thing he does? delete all of the remixes and ignore another one when she tried talking to him

oh I didn’t know, I didn’t see your comment

I just want her to know he loves her you know?

I hxte not being able to control everything:(

thank you for being her for her though

they are coming hone tonight:)

I love you so much

I think you logged off so I guess I’m gonna head to bed, goodnight, I love you

babe!!! pack your bags and get ready to be traveling with three kids!! Cait tried out for the US National “mini-gymnast” competitions team today and made their first string competition team!!!

she’s so excited! her practices started today!

very very much, her first tournament is in Atlanta this weekend, she’s getting to do a bars and beam routine

but shhhh I didn’t tell you

she wants to be the one to tell you

how are you doing?

alright

hey babe?

are you okay?

we leave for Caits comp today, she competes in the morning

okay, just making sure

you just seem kind of off

oh

I’m sorry

I missed you too

goodnight

your okay, nothing to apologize for

babe

I think it’s baby tome

time

Shelby is gonna go in with me for now until your back but they are moving me into a room

into a delivery room

I’m displayed to.5 but they are about to run some tests because my blood pressure is concerning them

Matt I don’t like this, it’s been like a week and a half and we’ve barely talked whatsoever

is everything okay? did I do something?

hey Matt it’s Shelby, just wanted to let you know before I forgot but Rae is in the hospital, she is okay right now, but I’ll let you know more whenever you are online

this is going to be very blunt okay?

she tried to k i l ł herself

I don’t know very many details, she refuses to talk to me but he girls are with me and the doctors have been in and out, they did say she is restrained to her bed though...

I don’t see any reason why not, but if she makes a scene, the doctors will make you leave for a little bit before trying again

Matt?

hope everything’s okay...

please come back :(

hope you can come back soon... I don’t like this talking once a week thing....

maaattt

hi baby, I miss you... a lot... but I have a surprise for you when you can come back...

hiii!!! I miss you:(

no bno no no no

come baaacccckkkkk

Matthew I still don’t know your middle or last name even though I’m about to marry you. COME. BACKKKK.

:(

I was afraid I wasn’t going to get to talk to you for six more days

sooo can we talk...?

I’m not like ending things between us or anything obviously but I really don’t want to go through another relationship where I’m just talking to you once every now and then....

okay.,

I love you too

I missed you too :))

of course I do babe

it just makes me nervous with you not being on to much the past few weeks

okay..

yeeessss?

maaaaattttttt

miss you..

hope you can come back soon...

Matt... I don’t know how much longer I can do this... I miss you like crazy but I can’t just let myself sit here and wait an wait and hope you’ll come back... please come back to me... I miss you...

hi

I missed you