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is ben on?

Bailey -maddi

yeah what's up?-Bailey

😂are you gonna answer? in the remixes?

so I'm with Alana and she wanted to talk to Mason but I. guessing he doesn't want to she wants to say goodbye she isn't doing well...

he is out with his mom

oh okay well I guess I'll tell him after she's...um gone

wait what do you mean gone...

she was cutting bad and I found her this morning...she has lost so much blood and I-I don't think she will make it *tears up*

oh my gosh...

it's bad and I don't know what to tell him if she is gone I don't want him to kill himself

he probably will....

I don't want that for him

me either

what do I do

I do t know

should I let him see her at least for the last time or no

yeah

okay I'll get her on

I'll get him

h-hi m-Mason

h-hi

*looks down at my arms * d-do you k-know

y-yeah*looks down*

I-I'm sorry Im so stupid *tears up

n-no you aren't

yes I-I am*cries*

no you aren't

yes I am! I cut myself so much and now I'm gonna fxcking die !!

*looks down*

I can't *reaches for the cords*

stop!

*holds them in my hands * why I'm dying anyways !

please don't

*doesn't let them go * you're not gonna stop me *pulls them

*tears up*

see I don't matter *pulls out iv *

stop!!!

why?! you don't need to stop me no one cares about me *closes my eyes dying slowly holding the iv*

I care!!!

doesn't e em like it how many times have you cut and jumped WHEN I CARED AND PLEADED NOT TO!!!

*looks down*

I..love..you..Mason *dies slowly

no please stay with me*tears up*

I-It hurts *closes my eyes I

please*holds your hand*

Mason it hurts...badly*breathes slow*

*looks at you with tears in my eyes*

*my heart rate slows down*

*freaks out*

m-Mason please

please don't go

w-why not *speaks slowly

cause I love you

*tears up* I love you to

please...*tears up*

* takes a deep breath

*looks at you*

I-I can't do it it hurts to much*tears roll down my cheeks

please....

* closes my eyes and slips into a coma

*cries*

*lays there asleep * I-is she....*tears up *-maddi

*looks down*

*lays*. *looks at her*

*tears up*

*my heart rate goes back to normal *. s-she is okay

*looks at her*

*opens my eyes slowly * m-Mason

*looks at her*

*looks at him

*holds your hand*

*squeezes your hand *

*looks in your eyes I

*looks in your eyes

*tears up*

Mason...I'm fine what's wrong

I feel like this is all my fault

I-it's not I did it and I should have left you alone

yes it is

no Mason it's not

yes it is

Mason stop you didn't do anything!

yes I did if I wouldn't have hurt myself this wouldn't have happened

*mumbles* but I left and ruined us

*looks at you*

you can think whatever you want but I'm the reason

no you aren't please I don't like being apart from you

I can't take being away from you

you don't understand Mason...I can't I love you to much to do that to you

*looks down*

I-I'm sorry I'm awful *covers my face and tears up

no you aren't

Mason will you come lay with me

of course*gets up and lays next to you*

*cuddles up to you

*wraps my arms around you gently*

* winces a little then puts my head on your chest

*looks at you*

* closes my eyes

*kisses the top of your head*

*smiles a little * Mason I have to tell you something

*looks at you*what is it

*looks down * I-I have...um*looks at you then down*

you have a boyfriend don't you..*lets go of you*

Mason please *holds your hands*

*looks away*

*looks down * I'm sorry

*pulls my hands away*

Mason please*tears up

*looks away*

please*tears roll down my cheeks

*doesnt look at you*

* turns your face to me gently * please

*looks down*

*lifts your chin* I'm sorry

*silent*

*lets you go*

*looks away*

*sits up and looks down

*turns away*

*takes off some bandages * *thinks he hates me so I'm just gonna do this*

stop!!!

NO!! you hate me now so what the point

I never said that

you sure did act like it * pulls at them

stop!

leave me alone * pulls it off* it's not like I'm important

you know what I'm done with everything*gets up and walks outside to the road*

Mason! *runs out after you*

*car comes and I get hit hard*

* screams * Mason oh my god no no no * runs to you *

*cant breathe*

*does cpr crying hard * please don't leave me I can't live with out you Mason

*passes out*

Mason!*cries* *calls the paramedics *

*lays there*

-they take you-

*doesnt move*

-they do sugary-

*not breathing*

*cries* -they keep doing surgery*

*lays there*

*waits

*stops breathing and doesn't move at all*

*cries* Mason I love you please dont leave

*lays there*

*stands up and kisses your head * good bye Mason I love you so much but I can't be here when you...*walks to the door*

*breathes very very slow*

*doesn't see and walks to the door *

*opens eyes*

*stops and cries

*looks at you*

* opens the door and takes a deep breath and walks out

*says weakly*w-where are you g-going

*turns*mason oh my god *runs to you*

*looks at you*

I-I thought you were gone * looks at you with tears in my eyes*

I'm not...

I thought okay *says hurt and backs away*

*looks down*sorry I didn't mean for that to come off mean

* crosses my arms looking at the ground *

*stays looking down*

*says quietly * I'm sorry I'll just leave

no dont leave

you don't need me Mason all I do is cause trouble

I do need you

I'm doing this for your own good *walks to the door*