I said it earlier I know but I absolutely cannot handle my anxiety anymore it's too much I'm so overwhelmed I know everything is okay but I can't get my mind to think the same thing it hurts so much I'm debating on asking my therapist if she can get me antianxiety meds but idk if I can cause my mom doesn't like antianxiety/antidepressants cause of past experience with a friend of hers but I'm not like that friend I won't stop taking them and I need them badly cause idk how much longer I can handle this my dad gave me advice to help and I'm gonna try it but I'm so tired