I just got so anxious and stressed because my mom and my brother had a big fight and I've just been becoming super negative about my body and school is already piling on a million assignments and... I relapsed and pulled out all the hair from my under arms and a chunk of it from my scalp as well.

I fuçking hate myself so much

I just want to be normal and alright but I have to be a fuçking weirdo and have issues and I can't be perfect like everyone wants me to be