don't rub it in

I couldn't eat for a week bc I had to get a thinner body

XDDD

yay the starving has ended!

haha lol

I shall not sleep tonight

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Can't sleep when my mind keeps shoving thoughts that I don't care to think about in my face.........

my brain hates me....

same

empty thoughts are brewing, my seams they are undoing, thoughts of suicide, take over from inside, the blade is way to dull, there's throbbing in my skull, I wish someone could see, the monster that I see, (that's all I got so far...)

same

what is the worst thing you have ever done?

picked a fight with the middle school football team and cheat on my bf (by accident)

that's not exactly what I meant by worst thing..

oh I've tried to commit suicide

I poisoned myself 3 days ago.....

jeez I only tried putting a knife to my throat

I tried that too, but my hand was shaking too much to make a deep enough cut...

shìt, just realized that I was actually honest about a couple of my suicide attempts...

no one knows about this side of me...........

tell no one...

I won't

*smiles* good