also ? my boyf is cool but I wish I was friends w him before he asked me out or whatever everything feels super awkward bc neither of us know each other at all and it feels really forced from my angle but he’s really nice and cute so I don’t wanna do anything about it

and he came around at such a bad time my whole family is so busy w my sibs competing gymnastics almost every weekend from nov-April and we can never hang out bc I’m never home >:-(((((

hegrhrgrhrghr this stresses me out goodNIGJT

naps?? r fabulous I just took a three hour nap