hi baby 🤎

me too *smiles small and nods, holding my hand out to you as i sit on the couch* come come

*smiles softly and interlaces our fingers, resting my head against your shoulder as i try and take calm breaths*

*continues resting against you, turning on the tv just to have background noise*

i will, thank you baby. so far so good though *nods a little and continues taking slow deep breaths as i slowly start to feel the contractions getting a little more intense*

it’s not bad yet, so.. *laughs slightly and places my other hand on the side of my belly, rubbing gently over where some of the cramping is occurring* god, remind me in the future to sign this boy up for soccer or something

*laughs softly and shakes my head* indecisive little bug we’ve got here it seems

very eager *nods a little in response and looks up at you, puckering my lips slightly*

*smiles softly against your lips and pecks them once again before resting my head against your shoulder* thank you.. for being present. i was honestly scared he’d come before we would have the chance to talk again

i know you wouldn’t have done it on purpose, but things happen.. i dunno, i was just worried but didn’t feel like bringing it up before 🤎

i know, baby. i know

i love you too, so much 🤎

water did break, however no baby boy yet

i did, however, admit myself into the hospital already anddd they’re going to try and find something to help speed the labor up in a way

yeah, because if he doesn’t I might have a breakdown. the hormones have had me all over the place today

yeahhh, but what if i break it or do the opposite and just say awful things?

honestly, all I’m worried about now is that I’ll be a bad momma

loads closer, probably going to be in “active” labor within the next hour or so

baby is on the way.

you’ve missed the birthing process, i had to have a c-section, buttt baby is here and all is well <3

the pain meds are helping a lot right now

buttt you’re more than welcome to come hold him ❣️

best way to do it *smiles softly and gestures for you to come closer, holding him on my chest*

baby is doing amazing and im finally feeling a bit sore, but it isn’t too bad

i don’t disagree with you there at all- but they’re also barely responsive and one of my friends on the account has the kids & their mother rarely sees them or makes time for anything to do with them so… just a forewarning i suppose

hopefully he’ll have better luck than my friend is

yeah, i dunno