god the resolution on this post is awful

but anyways, I love my boys and hope they feel beautiful today and every day. None of them need plastic surgery or to lose weight or to white-wash themselves. I wish I could give them the world the stars and all the planets, but my love is scattered stardust with no meaning unless clumped with others'. But still, I hope it lights their night sky, even slightly. These boys are amazing, and they mean more to me than any other group. They're more than seven men; they're a family with such a complex relationship that I can't describe in words. They act like children but their love for each other and monbebe is so mature and so full, it's a wonder that the same boys who pinch and tease and slap each other also spill words of wisdom and boundless love from their lips like silky milk. I've cried so many times watching and listening to them, but they cry so many times watching and listening to us, so it's just an endless cycle of love and salty water. And yet, despite the salty tears, the memories and nostalgia is so so sweet. I remember how I felt when I first noticed them; they were one of the first kpop groups I saw. I remember falling in love with Minhyuk when I watched the Kiss The Radio live version of Fighter and Be Quiet— he was so hyper and cheery and his VISUALS! And that excitement I first felt when I HAD to learn these beautiful mens' names and faces, and then the overwhelming sense of satisfaction when I could. The first screenshot I took of Monsta X was of blonde Hyungwon on the rooftop mv of Hero. He was stunning; I'm surprised I didn't just ult him right then and there. Somehow, my heart ultimately lead me to Minhyuk, and I have no regrets. Monsta X is all ult material, and no matter who I ulted, I'd have been the happiest girlie in the world. I'm fed daily with wide smiles, boisterous laughter, and breathtaking visuals. I'm looking forward to walking down this flower path with Monsta X, hand in hand, until the end.

yes my queens

honesty my mood is that song rn

omg

those seven boys are so amazing and words cannot describe how much I love them. the deserve so much, and I’m so happy that Dramarama won. it makes me so filled with joy to see someone love them as much as you do, and I hope you continue to love them and everything else. ❤️