i close my eyes and all I see is you

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i close my eyes and all I see is you


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hi :) sorry i took so long
i missed you though :)
your so majestic oh my goodness :)
you’re welcome :) I love the hair as well
Shego canonly bi :)
was canon*
you’re not used to them? you look like you’d be used to them :)
ron is so hot tooo
everything i send is pending :(
i’ll be back in a few hours :) and i promise tonight i’m rested enough to stay up
i’m hereeee :)
i missed you :)
mhmmm 🥰
stubble :)
noooo :( i’ll wait for you but please hurry back
yayyy thank you
hehe once i start to open up to you, i start to get annoyingly clingy
:))) be careful what you wish for
pretty clingy :) you’ll have to stay the night cause i won’t be able to be alone
well i wasn’t sure you’d want to? but now that i’m opening up more i realize you’d probably want to anyway
:) aww you’re too sweet to me. i’m glad to have someone like you in my life
okay okay just know you asked for this :)
cause i’m extraaaa clingy
i’ve been told it’s annoying before
i’m also getting kind of sleepy by the way :(
hehe
i know but i want to talk with you :(
okay okay :) goodnight in case i fall asleep without telling you
goodnight kissES
*comes over to you after pulling my hair up in a clip and straddled your lap keeping close*
*kisses you passionately as i rock my hips a bit in your lap, keeping close to you*
*smiles watching you* hi handsome *kisses your forehead*
i’m sure :) i’m feeling clingy. i don’t want to leave you rn
please please please
yayyy unlimited kisses for you <3
hehehe come get them ;)
*wrap my legs around you and kisses all over your face*
*kisses you and laughs gently as i pull away* it’s probably my hair. millie and i went to the beach today
yes my lockscreen <3 collaged with a picture of millie of course. i need one of you two together
*smiles and nods kissing your lips again playing with the back of your hair*
*pulls away and holds onto you smiling* i can hardly breathe i’m so happy with you
i’m definitely happy *smiles and nods* are you spending the night tonight?
no i want you to. i don’t want you to leave me *smiles and holds onto you* millie does sleep with me if that’s okay with you? it’s easier to feed her and she likes someone to hold her at night
*smiles and sets her in the middle of the bed carefully before braiding my hair loosely to sleep*
*smiles over at you as i slide off my shorts and puts on a tank top*
*blushes and gets into bed with you carefully pulling millie close to my chest* how about you lay behind me? you can hold me and i can hold millie?
*smiles nodding and moves closer to you* yes baby, i am
*nods smiling and hums gently as i admire millie* thank you for staying with me
i don’t know, maybe you didn’t want to? *smiles looking back at you*
you love me? *smiles and watches you* john you are the sweetest person i know. i love you too
aw :( i’ll miss you when you are sleeping. i won’t be on much until the afternoon i think but i’ll check in when i can
*nods smiling and gently turns over keeping millie between us* i mean it. i love you
good morning johnny <3
lots of things *smiles and watches you* how gently and kind you are, how you treat millie and i
*smiles gently and pecks your lips* i feel weirdly comfortable with you. i haven’t felt that before with someone which is why i was keeping my distance at first
hello :) sorry i was gone yesterday. i missed you and i hope you had a good day
i missss youuuu
*smiles big and holds my arms out for you* i slept well, how did you sleep?
*smiles and runs my fingers through your hair while kissing your cheek* mm you’re so sweet. i couldn’t stop thinking about you either
*laughs and shakes my head as i rub your cheek* you’re a silly boy *pecks your lips gently* i do have to talk to you about something though
*nods gently and smiles* everything fine. the other night, when we had sxx and you came in me, i’m starting to show early signs of pregnancy. i’ve had nausea and cramping. i just wanted to keep you updated cause i think i might be pregnant
well that’s what i wanted to talk about as well. i’m not sure i’d want to take the pill or get an abortion? but i wanted to hear your thoughts as well *looks up at you rubbing your cheek* what are you thinking?
*nods smiling a bit* if i’m pregnant i think i’d want to keep the baby. i want millie to have a little sibling close in age and you’d make the best daddy for the both of them *kisses your lips softly and holds you close* i just want us both to be okay with it? i don’t blame you at all john. i’d actually think i’d be quite happy
*kisses your lips and nods smiling* okay sweet boy, i’ll keep you updated. i think i’ll take a test today? *holds onto smiling* millie would be 20 months old when the baby is born which is a perfect age gap
aww i’m glad you’re supportive either way *smiles nodding* i think i might have one in the bathroom did you want to come with me? *slowly sits up shaking my head* i’ve already had one baby i’m sure they won’t mind another. my mom absolutely adores millie
i don’t mind you being in there *laughs and shakes my head leading you to my bathroom* i mean after all if i’m pregnant you’ll probably be seeing lots of things going to my appointments and such *looks for the test under the cabinet* i’m sure my mom will love you john. she’s always loved my friends
*smiles and shows you the test* i knew i had a few in here *walks over to the toilet and sits down opening the test* if you’d like? maybe we could take her somewhere nice for dinner?
*pees on the test and smiles up at you* a half open white dress shirt? that sounds very hot *sets the test on the counter and cleans up before washing my hands* i’m excited but nervous to see these results?
*smiles and gently hugs your torso leaning my head on your chest as i wait for the results* i’m sure whatver happens we will be happy and everything will be okay
*laughs and shakes my head as i look up at you* are you ready to look? *picks up the test smiling* this may change our lives forever
*kisses your lips nodding* definitely for the better *looks down at the test with you and smiles big* oh my god. there’s two lines john *looks up at you smiling* i’m pregnant
*laughs and holds onto you kissing on your face* you’re gonna be a daddy john
*laughs and wraps my legs around you before kissing your lips* mm you are gonna be so good, i’m so glad we are doing this together
*nods smiling and holds onto you* i don’t want to tell too many people yet okay? since it’s so early. heather is fine since you guys are close
*laughs and kisses gently on your face* i knew i felt extra tired along with those other symptoms *runs my fingers through your hair* do you see yourself as a girl dad? or a boy dad?
aww okay :( i love you too john
*holds your face and smiles nodding* millie is going to be such a good big sister *smiles and holds my forehead on yours* i see you being a girl dad as well
not fair :( we haven’t talked much cause we’ve been busy and i want to talk with you. i want lots of kisses
*nods smiling* we will have to figure out everything like how we will live separately and things like that? unless maybe you’d want to live together? so you can always be close
yes yes lots of kisses right now
well john i’m thinking we are more than friends at this point, we don’t have to use labels but we are regularly having sxx and having a baby together *laughs a bit and plays with your hair*
*smiles and leans in kissing you deeply as i hold you biceps*
*smiles and gets comfortable in your lap nodding* and now you have me, i don’t want anyone else but you john <3
*keeps our lips locked and gently squeezes your arms*
*shakes my head smiling* you make me feel so safe and secure. i wouldn’t even try looking for someone better cause they don’t exist. i love you john
*laughs and keeps eye contact with you* your lips are so soft
*kisses your lips and smiles nodding* i’m glad we feel the same, if you moved in with me the baby can share a room with millie and you can sleep with me in here
*gently presses mine together before smiling* my sweet boy
*smiles listening to you and starts to tear up a bit* john no one has ever loved me this way. you are so perfect
*leans up and and kisses your jawline smiling*
*nods gently wiping my tears* you are just so sweet, i can’t believe life has brought me you *kisses your lips smiling as i keep close*
*smiles and strokes your cheek as i kiss down your neck*
sorry baby i feel asleep 🥺
what? YOU ARE? YAYY JOHN🥰
with Allison??☺️
do you want to get millie? i just heard her talking in her crib *smiles and strokes your cheek*
ooo working out? what’s today? arms?
thank you *smiles and ties my hair up in a bun while waiting for you*
ooo very nice :) i still want to work out with you
*clings to you and watches up looking at your face* // *yawns and grabs a blanket putting it over me as i sit on the couch*
you’re not too tired? i’m down to go now
*touches your face smiling* // *smiles leaning into you and watches her*
okay then let’s go :) you can pick out my gym outfit
*gently scratches your leg with my nails as i watch her* say dada // *babbles and explores your face with her hands* dadadadada
*takes your hand bringing you over to my closet and pulls out the drawer with my workout sets* there is shorts sets or pants sets, some have shirts and some have tank tops, you can pick whatever
*smiles and kisses her cheek holding your hand* good job baby girl // *giggles and holds onto you*
*smiles and watches you grabbing a black sports bra* yes green is perfect *nods and takes the set* it will be cute to match
*smiles and nods moving her hair out of her eyes* she looks identical to all my baby pictures // *pats your face and giggles* dadadada
*smiles and picks out black shorts for you to wear as i place my hand on your torso* this okay? i don’t want you to wear a shirt either
for us three *smiles and places your free hand on my stomach* i’m so excited to have a baby with you // *moves her thumb to her mouth and lays her head on your chest*
only if you help me *smiles and nods looking up at you while talking off my shirt and bra*
YAYYYYY JOHN! ☺️
i trust you *nods smiling and keeps close to you* i know youll be great for us
*blushes deeply and smiles* thank you, sometimes i don’t feel so beautiful but i always do when i’m with you
are you tired baby? *smiles and strokes your cheek watching you two*
*blushes deeply and helps you put on my clothes* thank you john i really appreciate you. i’m slowly learning to love my body again
we can all go up to our bed and take a little nap, i think she may just eat *smiles nodding and stands up* you got her dada?
*smiles nodding and kisses your cheek before grabbing your shorts and helps you put them on*
*smiles nodding* momma is good, i’ll rest my eyes while she eats *takes your hand and walks upstairs with you*
*gently bites my lip and nods as i trace you v line with my finger* oh i love these shorts on you, and i like that they are a little tighter
yeah? *smiles and pulls back the blankets for us to get in bed* she’s very good in bed with me so it’s nice i can take a nap and know she’s safe
*shakes my head smiling* you can tell it’s athletic wear baby, i like it
(i want to stay up late with you tonight :) i like our late night conversations)
*shakes my head smiling* she’s usually a very happy baby, there is pacifiers in the drawer next to you or i’m usually here and sxcking on my bxxb will make her happy *laughs a bit and moves close to you pulling the sheets over us* or she loves singing so singing calms her easily
i didn’t want to say anything but.. *laughs and nods* i love that i can see the outline of your length too *gently brushes my hand over it and grabs my gym bag* are you ready john?
(that’s perfect :) i can’t wait)
*nods smiling* she’s loves singing *kisses your cheek and rubs millie’s back as she lays on your chest* go to sleep baby // *sxcks her thumb and relaxes on you*
*ties my hair up and smiles nodding* my eye candy *laughs and heads downstairs with you* millie is gonna be with reagan tonight i think
(i’ll keep you occupied;) you won’t get tired)
it seems like she does *smiles nodding* she’s very relaxed
(i’ll be back in like an hour or so? i’m gonna grab dinner with reagan and then he’s gonna take millie for the night i think)
(i’m back :) millie was feeling clingy so she ended up coming home with me)
reagan is my cousin *smiles and nods heading outside to the car with you* he’s kind of like an older brother? i’m an only child so i really only have my cousins
*keeps my eyes closed smiling* she’s not pretending, i can tell she really likes you *continues to stroke your cheek softly*
(she’s very clingy at time haha)
i know! its fun that we are both having babies around the same time too *nods in agreement and pulls out my keys smiling at you* want to take my car or yours to the gym?
*slowly drifts to sleep hugging you tight*
it was so cute when she said dada 🥺
*smiles and kisses your cheek before getting in* thank you baby
*keeps close and sleeps lightly listening out for millie*
she’s a sweet sweet baby
*starts the car and buckles my seatbelt smiling over at you* do you have a specific workout planned for me? you could be my personal trainer?
*lightly sleeps beside you* // *starts to stir a bit and whines*
*nods smiling and backs out of the driveway* i find it cute as well. i don’t want to do too much but rather build more muscle in some places?
*starts to wake up and rubs my eyes when i hear her* // *whines and clings to you*
i love your hot dad bod *laughs and looks over at you* i also don’t want to do too much cause in a few months i really won’t be able to work out much cause of the baby
*sits up and rubs her back as i watch you with her* i can try feeding her, she’s probably hungry. i need to start weening her to bottles too but she just won’t take one
*laughs and shakes my head* i’m gonna be huge for how tall you are, i just know you’ll have tall babies *parks the car and unbuckles once we get to the gym*
can i sit in your lap? *smiles and gently takes her from you* // *whines and starts to cry from how hungry she is getting*
i wonder if we had a girl if she’d look anything like millie? *gets out smiling and grabs my bag before taking your hand* thank you baby
when she’s hungry she gets like this *smiles and leans back against you before pulling up my shirt and helping her latch on to my nxpple*
*holds your hand walking in and nods smiling* i just hope our baby is healthy *grabs the pen and signs in for both of us*
*laughs nodding and relaxes against you* you have made my life instantly so much easier. you support me in so many ways and i really appreciate you // *sxcks and clings to me*
baby :( i wouldn’t to talk with you. will you get up or just sleep for the night?
i love you too john <3
you promise?
okay :) hurry back to me and i hope you have a good nap
i miss you <3
i’m getting so sleepy :( if i fall asleep i’m so sorry i tried my best waiting for you
*keeps your hand in mine and smiles* let’s get a locker and then start?
*nods smiling and plays with your hand* yeah but i haven’t had this before so it’s a really nice change of pace
yeah *smiles nodding and gently lets go of your hand once we get to the locker. puts my bag in after grabbing my water and smiles* ready baby?
*nods smiling and spins the rings on your fingers while looking in your eyes* me too, i’m usually pretty independent but i love having you here
i’m so sorry i fell asleep on you :( i’ll give you kisses to make up for it
*puts on my headphones and smiles up at you* we can do the same one? i don’t mind. i just wanted to spend time with you
*laughs a bit and nods* i would usually agree but i like having you to rely on, not too much of course
are you sure? i feel bad
*nods smiling and follows you* sure lovey, you’ll set everything up for me?
*kisses your lips softly and nods* i appreciate you so much, you are there for me always and give me space when i’m feeling more independent
i know baby i’m so sorry :( i fell asleep on my phone and when i woke up i immediately felt so bad :( i promise i can make it up to you
*shakes my head smiling* i can do really anything, i think my max right now is 160 *laughs a bit* yes we should definitely stretch first
*smiles and sits millie up and burps her as i face you in your lap* are you still sleepy baby? you can take another nap if you’d like?
but babyyy i feel bad you waited for me :( it makes me want to cry
*smiles and nods setting my water down and starts to do a few slow lunges to stretch everything out*
okay sweet boy :) i love you too
nap however long you need baby *smiles and nods holding millie on my chest and rubs my fingers in your hair as you hug my thigh*
*smiles and nods and copies your arm stretches before laughing* you are my personal trainer now, i like doing what you do
aww :( it was a picture of me and millie on the beach today
miss you <3
heading to bed soon :) i hope you are okay?
good morning :) i’m starting to worry a bit about you
aw baby i’m glad you’re okay :) i’m sorry you didn’t sleep well though
we had not talked much yesterday so i get worried you were feeling sick or something
i care about you so much john :)
okay baby :) i hope you have fun at work. i’ll be here when you get off
*nods smiling and kisses you* i’ll send you pictures of what i eat today okay? i promise i’m trying so hard to do good for baby
*smiles and watches up at you holding your hands* i love you so much, thank you for all you have done for me
i want you to stay home forever *smiles and watches you* stay at home with me and millie all day
*nods and pouts gently* okay baby, but we will miss you
*smiles big and hugs your hoodie to my chest sleeping your scent* mmm it smells just like you
*frowns a bit looking up at you as i hold it to my chest* aw okay baby, millie and i will probably go to reagan’s then and hang out
i know i know *smiles and nods* i’ll miss you terribly but i hope you have fun. i love you so much too
*laughs and holds onto you tight* i just tend to get very dependent on people once they are in my life
yayy *laughs and kisses all over your face* want to hear what i ate today so far?
*leans against you and wraps my arms around your neck smiling* for breakfast i had eggs and toast with avocado and for lunch i had pasta salad with grilled chicken
*laughs and holds onto you* our baby will not be hungry, i won’t let them
*smiles gently looking up at you* you’ll go with me right? i don’t want to talk with someone alone :(
*shakes my head gently* i do think i can go alone, john. i mean i could try?
i really want you there *smiles gently and rubs your chest* i want someone i trust there with me
yes i’d love help finding someone *smiles and nods gently holding onto you* thank you for being so willing to help
*nods and kisses your cheek* and i appreciate that, millie was so tiny when she was born because of my disorder and i don’t want that to happen again
*nods* he was the one who told me all those things and made me think differently of myself
he’s um actually thinking about joining the account because he’s friends with the guys *frowns a bit*
the know some sort of story he told them *shakes my head gently* he used to be friends with reagan and he’s friends with carter
*nods and holds onto you* i don’t want to stir things up again
(okay honey :) i’ll miss you but i hope you have fun)
no no don’t do that *shakes my head* i really don’t want to start things and cause stress. i really need to stay healthy this go around
(everything is okay :) i’ll just miss you while your gone. i feel like we haven’t talked much in the past few days)
his name is ethan is you ever see him? but i don’t want you starting anything okay? *kisses your cheek* promise me?
(baby i’m so sorry, i didn’t realize. i wanted to make sure you knew to have fun and not worry about me. you know i love you so much)
i promise i’ll let you know john *smiles gently and nods* thanks for wanting to protect me
(johnny baby i didn’t mean to :( i’m sorry. i really do love you so much and our babies)
*holds onto you and smiles* how about you get millie? she’s been saying dada all day
is your movie almost done :( i need you
millie had a fever and i had to take her to the doctor :(
she’s okay they gave her medicine. we are home now and i’m holding her. i got really scared for a moment
i’m okay now, it was just a bit stressful for me so i ended up not eating any dinner :(
i don’t want to move her baby :( she’s laying on me now
are you sure? i don’t want to bother you baby
*smiles up at you and rubs her back* whatever you feel like making
that’s perfect baby *smiles nodding* thank you
*smiles and leans forward taking a bite* mm very good
*smiles and takes the bite moving a bit closer to you with her on my chest*
it’s very good *smiles and nods finishing the salad before kissing your cheek* you’ll have to make that more often
*leans my head on yours keeping millie close to us*
hey! im angel
*nods gently and leans into more* we are both very tired from our day
i miss you john, i hope you have a good day :) i love you <3
john :) i hope you are okay <3 i love you
i know i know but i can’t help but worry
what should we do :))
hmm how about we take millie to my moms and we can go out on a little date?
hehe i love you
i do :) we haven’t really been on an official date
miss you :/
it’s okay :( i just miss you all the time
hmm dinner sounds nice *smiles nodding* i could dress up for you?
*kisses your lips and smiles gently up at you* i was just starting to feel like you might leave me? not that you would it’s just that people have in the past? and it scares me
*nods and smiles* that will look nice on you
*holds onto you and nods gently* i love you so much john :)
*takes your hand gently and nods* the silk one sounds so nice, i’m excited to see it. i think i’m going to wear a dress?
*leans up and kisses your jaw* i trust you *smiles gently*
you bought me a dress?? *smiles and sits on the edge of the bed* that was so thoughtful of you, can i see it?
*laughs and playfully hits you* you wouldn’t dare, but i may mark you just in case
*smiles brightly as i stand up* oh my…that is so beautiful. i hope it wasn’t too expensive baby? *gently touches it and admires the dress* i love it
*bites my lip looking up at you innocently* mmm i wouldn’t want any other girls staring at you
*nods eagerly and smiles* well will you help me put it on? i know i won’t be able to zip myself up
*leans forward and kisses you neck as i hold the back of your neck before sxcking hardhly*
it’s very comfortable *nods smiling and helps you undress me* it keeps you cool as well so its nice to wear in the summer
*mumbles against your neck in between the hickeys i’m giving you* daddy is all mine
*blushes and smiles in the mirror* you did so good baby, this dress is absolutely stunning *laughs gently* i’m sad my belly is going to start growing and i won’t be able to wear it for a little
*blushes deeply and looks up at you* you can do anything you want to me daddy :) i would love to be your artwork
*smiles gently and looks at the dress in the mirror before turning around to you* thank you for this, i love it
john..you are going to turn me on honey *smiles and runs my fingers in your hair* i want to make love with you lots of places
*smiles nodding and helps you lift off your shirt*
*kisses your lips gently as i reach down and palm you through your pants* everywhere baby, the beach at sunset, the library while you read
*laughs and shakes my head as i help you undress* nothing to be embarrassed about honey, would you like me to take care of it or leave you be?
*breathes heavily and looks at you innocently while reaching down and rubbing myself* my panties are soaked daddy, i need you so bad. tie me up and make love to me all you want. do whatever you please to me
*smiles shaking my head and gets down on my knees in front of you gently pulling down your boxers* i’ll take car of it baby
*bites my lip nodding and does exactly as you say getting on the table* i dont want you to stop daddy, even if i beg i want you to keep going
well now i’ll have to take my dress off *laughs gently as i stroke your length* i wouldn’t want our clothes getting ruined before dinner
yes daddy please *nods eagerly and whines* i want you to be extra rough, i want you to punish me
*laughs and shakes my head* my naughty boy, lay back and we can please each other at the same time?
*looks over to the camera biting my lip* mm i want daddy’s big dxck inside my pxssy, i want him to make love to me until i can’t stand anymore
if you want me to? *smiles gently and gets on top of you turning so i’m facing your dxck* i don’t know if i’m any good at being in control?
*whines as my pxssy tightens around your fingers* mm daddy is making me feel good, i like when daddy is rough
*giggles and leans down kissing your tip* i find you to be so handsome baby
*moans loudly trying to use my hand the are tied to the table* daddy! *takes in your whole hand and squirts out*
*gently sxcks on your tip as i pump my hand up and down with one hand and massages your balls with another*
*moans loudly and squirms at the overwhelming pleasure you are giving me* daddy! *breathes heavily and pulls on the ropes*
*wiggles my axx in your face as i start to sxck a bit more harshly on your length*
*moans softly and relaxes a bit once you take your fingers out, my juices still flowing out and running down my legs*
*squeezes your balls and gags immediately when you shove yourself inside my throat* b-baby *sxcks harshly once i catch my breath as i moan on your dxck*
(oh me too 🤭 i’m literally dripping rn, my panties are soaked)
*nods smiling gently* mhmm, i’m more than okay. i love how aggressive you are being
*moans and cxms all over your face as i sxck harshly on your dxck bobbing my head as fast as i can*
(i just might have to send you a picture ;) i really love when you are rough)
*arches my back up to you as my pxssy pulses* mm daddy i need you inside me, please i’m begging you
*gags with each thrust you do in my throat and continues sxcking*
(hehehe then i may send it)
*screams as you enter me and whines from how good you feel* john! oh my god you are so big
*tries my best to swallow all out your cxm and lxcks my lips as you cxm on my face* that’s right daddy. use me as you cxm spot
*flinches with each trust and moans loudly trying to get my arms free* daddy! *continues screaming from how hard you are thrusting*
*wipes my face a little and nods biting my lip before turning around* i want to do that more often
*lays my face against the table and whines* you feel so good daddy, i want you in me forever *massages my breasts as you thrust against me*
*kisses your lips and smiles* you know exactly how to get me to cxm so quickly
i want daddy to treat me like his doll, whatever you want i have to do for you. i’m here for your personal pleasure whenever you want *whines and moans as i continue rubbing my breasts*
*laughs gently and nods* so that how you know so much? hmm? *kisses your lips again* let’s get millie dressed and we can head to dinner after we drop her off yeah?
*bites my lip as milk starts to leak out and nods eagerly* take what’s yours daddy, i’m all yours
*laughs gently and nods* would you mind grabbing her while i fix up my hair?
*grips onto your hair and moans loudly leaning my head back* d-daddy deeper
*wakes up slowly and smiles once she realizes it’s you* dadadada *giggles and holds your face*
*reaches down between our legs and rubs my raw pxssy as i keep my other hand in your hair* mmm daddy right there
*giggles and holds onto you* mamama // *touches up my hair and hair before smoothing out my dress*
*screams loudly as you release your hot cxm inside me* fxckk baby *breathes heavily and eventually cxms with you*
there’s my baby girl *smiles at you in the doorway and grabs her pajamas* you are spending the night with nana tonight
*keeps trying to catch my breath and whines* i’m so full baby i can’t take it
that’s what she calls my mom *lays out her pajamas smiling and a diaper* did you want to change her? i was gonna grab some milk i pumped from the fridge
*shakes my head whining and holds it in my mouth* too much!
*plays with her toys and watches up at you smiling* // *grabs a few things she will need and goes downstairs to put the milk in a cooler bag*
*spits it out letting it run down my chin as i smile innocently at you*
*lays her head on your shoulder smiling* nanana // *sets the bags by the door and smiles walking back to the room* are my two love hugs ready? mommy and daddy have to get going and nana is excited to see you
*smiles and bounces gently in your lap as i hold onto your shoulders* i’m daddy’s good girl
*smiles and carries her to the car buckling her into her car seat and smiles* thank you for grabbing the bags baby, we need to buy millie a car seat for your car soon
*smiles and kisses your lips* hmm let me think, i want to experience new things with you but i’m just not sure what?
*smiles and gets in the car and nods* i can help you pick one out baby, plus we will need one for the new baby in both of our cars as well
*nods excitedly and smiles big* i want you to be my teacher and i be your student
my business is doing pretty well *smiles and nods* everything will be okay john
(give me like 20 minutes okay? i’ll be back)
oh i’d love you working with me *smiles and nods reaching over to hold your hand* it would be nice spending more time with you to
i love you so much too <3
come back baby :) i miss you
john baby
*smiles nodding and gets out of the car grabbing her bag* did you want to go in? you could meet my mom?
it’s okay :) i know you are busy baby
you can wait if you are more comfortable? if it helps she doesn’t know i’m pregnant *smiles picking up millie*
*smiles gently and nods* then come on *carries millie on my hip and the bag on my other shoulder and walks to the front door*
relax honey *smiles and opens the door walking in* hi mom, we are here // *comes from the kitchen smiling* aw hello, i’ve missed my girls. and you must be john *smiles and gently leans in to hug you*
*laughs and sets millie down to crawl and sets the bags on the table* // *laughs and hugs you tightly before letting go* of course i’ve heard of the man making my little girl so happy
*blushes gently as my mom talks with you* stop spilling all my secrets *laughs* // *smiles and picks up millie* i hope you two enjoy dinner! i’m sure millie will be a breeze like usual
john could i talk with you once you are on again?
john..you aren’t giving me real explanations as to where you are going or how long you are going for :( i think i’m going to leave
hello, I’m stephanie :)
i went to the doctor and baby is healthy:( millie has been asking for dada
i had him. i named him beau. i’ve moved on but i thought you’d at least want to know
hello, im erykah
my life has been horrible since you left :(