Chloe, sam should of never of told you about them. I'm not the same person you met. I'm not happy. I have family problems, friend problems, health problems. I'm struggling to cope and I'm slowly slipping away

if you cared, why aren't you around, why do you ignore me at school, why did you block me on nearly everything. I've been spending this month thinking that you hate me.

I don't know what to say Megan

neither do I

I guess it's just because we have been going through some really hard times at the wrong times

yeah I guess

I've been blocking the wrong things out

you need to move on, I'm not good for anyone

I know I'm on your fix list

and I know u have been worse without me

sam shouldn't have told you that

well he did because he loves u

and he is worried about u

I know he tells me that everyday, he keep telling me that one day my pain will end and that I will finally be happy, he told me that when my arms were covered in tubes from the injections

I haven't been happy in a long time.

it's understandable but your not alone

you don't even know what I'm going through

I know ur mum is ill and I know your ill

I'm just trying to be caring

I'm sorry, I know you are. it's just a week ago we didn't want to see each other and I just can't get over that easy

Chloe I didn't mean to upset you

I miss you