hey it’s been forever 😂 how are ya doing?

just a lot of ups and downs ig

one of my best friends is being a jerk to me. mainly everyone at my school is ignoring me. I’m really starting to miss someone again that I can’t really talk to. homework is getting rough. I’ve just been really stressed out the past 10 months 😂 idk I’m just to the point where I don’t really care anymore or have anyone to talk to. all my “friends” don’t really care

I just kinda want things to go back to how they were a year ago

I’m just to the point where I’m not really sure what to do anymore. there’s just so much going on and we’re putting my dog down soon and I’ve only told 2 or 3 people

idk I’m probably just overthinking everything

aww thanks 😊 it took 4 hours 😂I’m finally feeling a little better now. I just needed to relax and breathe

I have quite a few drawings I can post some tomorrow night if I’m not drowning in homework 😂

busy with school?

nice!!

can I skip school today 😅

me too. I had to get an X-ray today 😬

my shins been bothering me from running cross country. the doctor said the muscle is coming apart from the bone a little bit

me too. I’ve been out of practice for a week today’s my first day back

haha thanks. 6 miles here we come 😂

I should’ve quit xc when I had the chance 😂 so how was your day

really hot. our school has no ac so we got out at one. I left at 12 for the doctor and missed lunch 😂

it’s 90 outside and one of our teachers rooms was 80 by 8:30

it should be 60-70 by next week

we have the weirdest weather where I live. we had all 4 seasons in one day 😂

there was snow on the ground, the morning was cool like spring and a light rain, the leaves were falling, and the afternoon was like 85

it was about 2 years ago but I still remember it

my heads hurting so bad

no sleep and annoying little sisters 😂

😝😜

I have two younger sisters

they’re so annoying 😂

aww fun. I wish I had an older brother

I’d actually just take any older sibling. I don’t like being the oldest

ughh summer is gone pretty much where I am—I haven’t worn shorts in like three weeks lol

I haven’t even opened my bag yet. it’s 8 here and I have at least 5 or 6 subjects

dad won’t help me study

I swear ever since my sisters were born they haven’t paid any attention to me

I’ve gotten used to it 🤷🏼‍♀️

true. I’m heading to bed. you should get some sleep too. good night

I have to wake up at 5:30 am Thursday 😭

hi

Thank you♥️

I really need to quit stressing out so much

well I saw my ex today. last time I talked to him he was a complete jerk. I had 4 tests today and for math I didn’t finish so I had to stay late and so I missed the bus to go to the country to run hills in practice. I had to stay at the track and run alone. I’m ok if I’m with someone but nobody was there and I got into my head too much. I couldn’t tell if I was over stressing or if my shin was hurting that bad. I had to stop under a mile. it’s kinda throbbing rn. I’m just stressing out way too much over nothing 😭

I just bring myself down and make everything worse than it was before

Hiya! I’m good! how are you? What does dat mean lol sorry.

I just want a best friend again 😂 I was so much less stressed then

Good. I’ve just started the LOTR and I want to read THG 😁

my best friend moved 2 hours away and we don’t talk much anymore 😕 but yah hopefully soon

eh it’s okay. I’ll be fine

I’m sending in my phone to be fixed. I’ll be back Saturdayish

bye 👋🏻

XD

beautiful! xxx