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sometimes I feel kinda down and don’t know what to do. any advice?
thx
tbh i sometimes feel like my friends secretly h8te me and they all just hang out w me bc they feel bad and it just effects my mental health and makes me feel depressed and then i end up self harming because i feel like no one cares about me and everyones lying
sorry that got REALLY deep 😆 👆
I constantly feel like that girl nobody want to be but I'm the girl that wants to be everybody else. Idk why, but nobody is nice once i got to
Middle school
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In elementary school, we were so blind to being mean. Whatever that meant.
I ha5e every girl my age because they leave me out of everything humanly possible. Every time they have a conversation, I get left out of it, or just full on leave the table bc they talk abt things and idk what is going on. They talk abt the kids at their school (which I do not go to) things they did with one another last weekend, and they just talk abt good memories that I wish so badly I could have too
This is why I gravitate towards boys bc every girl my age is a b wors
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👆👆👆im sorry that got super weird I have things I rly need to get off my chest
sometimes I get upset bc I miss ppl I don’t live near, I know we can’t just move like that, because we’d have to find a house, etc. But it makes me pretty emotional when I see friends and others who get to see their loved ones every day or weekend. I’ve tried to write songs and journal n do things I love but sometimes I get really sad abt it, what would you recommend?
I rly don’t know who I am anymore or what I’m supposed to do in life. I’d love to try new things or be with new ppl but it’s a rly difficult thing to do. I haven’t told my parents abt any of this bc idk if they’d be supportive… and I’ve only told 2 or 3 close friends but they don’t know how to help either
tysm for the kind comment, it really helps so much, and I will definitely do those things you suggested. ty ty ty for taking the time to read my comment- and not just mine but many other’s comments as well so you can help them 💕I really hope it gets better yk but for now tysm for the advice
aww ofc!! your the best ❤️💕❤️💖💕❤️
I’ll talk anytime ❤️
I've been a germaphobe for about three years now and I'm losing my mind about it. Everyday I constantly want to give up trying to stop being one because I can't make any progress. I really need help but no one really takes me seriously when I talk about it. They think it is the easiest thing in the world to get over, and that may be true when it first starts. But over time it gets progressively worse, where you can't even touch items in your own house. It makes it where doing a simple task, like tying my shoelaces, can be hard to do. I wash my hands way too often. Also, people from school like to call me a nerd just because I'm smart and have glasses, and that isn't helping any. They judge me by my looks and how I seem in school, but I'm completely different. I only have three friends now because no one ever bothers to ask if I want to be friends. When I'm sad, no one bothers to ask because they would be talking to me. For my germaphobia, I've been thinking about ERP therapy, but I know my parents wouldn't approve and that it would be too hard for me to do. I try to distract myself from my problems by doing things such as watching TV, using PicCollage, etc. To me, my life really sucks, and I want to change it. I just can't. ☹
Sorry about the vent, I just need to let somebody know how I feel.
So a have a really big fear of bugs. *story time*: so, one time a big grasshopper came in my room and I knew it was there because I heard it making weird noises and then I saw it. now I can’t sleep because every little sound that I hear creeps me out. I’m sorry nobody will take me seriously 😓never mind *