aw, I'm sorry you even consider cutting, I, for some reason, can't even consider it. It's just how my brain works, I guess. You should really consider talking with Quill or Lyra, they're really funny, Quilly's talked me out of doing some really bad šhït to myself before, she's really affectionate and nice and fun to be around but she's also such an äšš, just like me 😂 I know I keep recommending you talk to a lot of my friends, but they really do help and they will snap you out of your horrid feelings like THAT, I promise.

Will Quill forgive me

^honestly, you never know with Quill. She's never really been upset with me, but I've seen her upset with other people. She's always laid back and chill and super go with the flow, and even her comebacks are very... laidback. xD I think she will. I really think she will. Hey, if I forgave you, if CUJO forgave you, she will too.

Cujo forgave me?

she kind of did, but she prefers to keep her distance, which is okay. Some people are still píššêd and don't want me talking with you, but we're here to protect you.