@caption omg child bean 😂😂🤧🤧!!! I love making collabs with you!! you are always so fun to work with♥️(≧▽≦)

I'm not that popular (-_-メ)

aww thank you! 🤧💞😂 I’m also so happy to be back I missed you and your amazing edits and collabs😂💕💕

btw this is stunning! good job both of you guys! 💓

aww😭😭😭🤧💕

amazing ~~~~~

im alsoo good hehehe

WOAAHH

btw

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sooooo pretty!!💞💞

you clearly don't know the definition of truthes because ur lying to me😂💕

sure...🤨🤨

LALISAAA

soo pretty!! you two did a beautiful job💜

thank you💞this is really pretty!!🤧💓

Um I listen to a bit of k-pop but I don't know any of the bands lol

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my user on picsart is the same as my pc user (-chimin)

This is beautiful and 😁YAY!!!

my mom kicked my dad out of the house and they might get a divorce......that all happened last night and yesterday wa dood subli the last time I saw my dad and I just pushed him away Bc I was angry and disappointed in him idk how to react but now he’s gone and he told me one last I love you and I didn’t reply back I didn’t even tell him that I loved him too.......and I regret that sm.......

*yesterday was suppose to be the last time

it’s just rn.....I need a lot of love and support....Bc I’m obviously not at my best rn.....

^oh my gosh 0-0 woah that sounds really hard I’m so sorry😔 if u EVER need to talk or need ANY help I’m ALWAYS here... I just hope u know I’m so sorry that u r having to go through all of this :/ and I’m here to support u 💕

don’t forget if u need ANYTHING pleases don’t hesitate to ask

okay....I just don’t know what to do anymore last night I literally had a mental breakdown I couldn’t process things the right way and I just kept crying and crying to the point where I just cried myself to sleep even rn I’m crying Bc I looked out the window and I don’t see my dads truck there anymore I......Idk what to do rn.....

if u really regret not talking to him... u could try and call or text him? if not then u can vent with me and I’ll try to help as much a possible

I can’t call him rn....or text him

oh... ik I’ve said this a lot but that’s because I mean it... I’m just so sorry u have to go through this, it’s not fair! it’s just sucks how bad things seem to happen to the most beautiful people who don’t deserve it 😔

thanksss.......I honestly do not know what I’ll do without my rosepedals....yes I don’t talk about my problems to y’all that much but that’s Bc I feel like I’m pressured to be this happy go lucky girl some people just see me as a nice person they label me that but they never get to know me so it hurts Bc I’m sure in their eyes I’m this perfect happy talented user on PC but I’m actually not okay....and I learned the hard way that’s it’s okay to not be okay and sometimes even I am insecure about things my life’s a mess my head is a hurricane my heart has a barrier which prevents me to trust people to easily......I’m not a happy girl.....I’m nice bc Ik how it feels to be in emotional and mental pain....I just want people to see me for me not a person who has 3K+ followers

i understand completely! i have to battle with anxiety and it hurts when ppl on pc “pretend” to have it so be “cool” or get support. :/ it hurts because they have no idea how much it can ruin ur life... i feel like i’m considered a nice person and pc has been my outlet recently to help me realize stress... I had no idea that I’d get to where I am now

*release

tbh with you sometimes I think about quitting Pc bc some of it is causing me to me depressed....I always have to wear a mask for ten ones who do t know about my situation and it gets tiring ya know having to be held up so high where people think that you’re perfect in every way when you know for dαmn sure you’re not

*the

there is always more to us then ppl see... i never just thought of u as that “o’ happy go lucky gal” because i understand that EVERYONE goes through tough things :/ I see u as a kind sweet person(that og autocorrected to potato) that worked hard to get where they are, someone is happy when surrounded by friends and is also soooooo funny and such a mama bear

u care about all of us rosepedals and I want u to know we ALL care about u to! we want to help u in any way possible so reach out to us! let us help u! let me know what i can do to help u!💕💕✨

okay...thanks...💞haha yeah I guess I am a mama bear..tbh so many ppl ask me to be their “mom” and I had to tell them sorry it’s only a KDNA thing

ur amazing and if pc is affecting ur health and u want to quit... I support u. but I’m letting u know u don’t have to wear a mask. we love u! and when u take off that mask... if ppl leave u, then they never were there in the first place and just ëff them because they don’t matter

u r such a mama bear... that sounds creepy that ppl ask u to be their mom o.O

haha it’s okay and idk I’m staying for a bit more and if it starts getting to the point where I’m sυicidal again I’ll quit

wait u thought of committing suicide?

Emily if u ever get to that point again PLEASE talk to me

I didn’t think of it I tried to commit it

that’s really serious.... I hope you never go back to that place

I’ve never fully considered trying no matter how tough things get because ik things have to get better and we have to fight it

so please I’m begging u don’t go back there.... u were given that one una million chance of life so u should live that knowing that u were that one given a reason to live for some reason so u have to live ur life to find that

*in a

yeah....I stopped myself bc my family will be more broken than what it is now and I thought who will raise my brothers when my parents aren’t there I don’t want any my brother to pick up the responsibility I had to have at his age

ur family loves u no matter what... idk if ur helps but I love u to

my dad works in Toronto Canada... we live in Washington USA... so he flies out every Sunday night and comes back every Friday... it’s crazy tbh. my mom has had a hard time with this taking her stress out solely on me... when I was 11 is when this whole thing started, i pretend to support my dad with his decision, but I did tell ppl this but.... I really don’t

I feel like if I say I don’t support him I’m being selfish... my brother has it easy.. I’m considered the ‘problem child’ because Si have anxiety and don’t do amazingly well in school. I’ve had to take on responsibility around the house helping out making my own meals etc etc because my mom is to busy with her job to help with both me and my brother

I didn’t mean to turn this convo around or about me... I just thought I should share some stuff I’m going though as well (^thats a brief summery there’s SO MUCH more to the story xD)

yeah my dad he’s an alcoholic he’s a amazing dad don’t get me wrong he loves us very much but he takes out his depression on alcohol for his “escape get away” and at the age of 12 I had to help raise my 3 brothers cook meals for them,clean around the house,help my brothers with their homework

^my parents aren’t ever around for me... my mom is super unsupportive if my anxiety telling me “why can’t u be normal?!?” or “just get over it”

*of

I don’t have to cook for anyone but myself ;-; my mom actually can’t cook so it’s never a big deal if I heat up frozen food for myself while she gets take out for my brother

wow.....

I guess in comparison my problems aren’t as difficult as urs

but we all go though stuff... and I’ve come to believe pain is temporary (sheesh I sound so poetic... I should write a book 😂)

yeah....sorry I had a dentist appointment I’m back now

and don’t complete my problems with yours they both hurt people don’t they?so there’s not a difference

*compare

but also rn I’m doing better btw

I’m so glad! I hope things get better💕

sorry I didn’t mean to compare... ur right every problem no matter how big or small impacts that and we shouldn’t undermine it🤧💕

yes and thanks

anyways...my mom told me that I got my own personal counselor he’s from my aunts church and tbh I am REALLY nervous since this is my 1st section with him I’m going to visit him next Thursday

I’ve heard counseling is actually not that bad

my friend who had depression went to counseling and in a really short amount of time was all better... she was trying to get me to go to help with my anxiety..... but I just couldn’t because that would be an annoying conversation to have with my parents :/

ahhhh well once my mom heard me having a breakdown and me telling her multiple times saying I need a therapist or a counselor she finally found someone who will do it for free

well that’s good!💕👍

yeah I’m so nervous about it tho

I think it’s good your nervous! being nervous shows u care, what about it makes you nervous(i know sometimes it feels like tALkInG will make things worse but I kept stuff to myself for YEARS and it was a big mistake... I think it’s the main reason my parents have a hard time dealing with my anxiety ya know? I have to always cover it up with “oh the heats making me not hungry” “I think I’m catching a cold” or “idk I could t sleep”... it sucks and it’s hard SO PLEASE don’t make my mistake) <- that was so dramatic ;-; sorry

also sorry I keep turning this about me! ur getting a chance I don’t have so i think u should take it! (i made this about me AGAIN ah sorry if I sound shallow or needy etc etc)

hahaha no no you’re fine and idk I’m nervous whatever I tell him he’s gonna tell my parents btw can you just make a chatpage for us?

sure

okay •^-^•

done!

wow! 💕

amazing👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏🙀♥️💕

wow this is so good, I’m so amazed <3