I'm spiraling so much right now my anxiety and depression are going at full blast non stop, I couldn't feel anything for most of yesterday except fake happiness and I keep waking up so anxious and nauseous and I hate it I hate all of it

hopeless__ghosties

I'm spiraling so much right now my anxiety and depression are going at full blast non stop, I couldn't feel anything for most of yesterday except fake happiness and I keep waking up so anxious and nauseous and I hate it I hate all of it


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I don't even believe what my anxiety is telling me but Everytime I think about it I get so nauseous and it's so stupid it's so so stupid I want to remove that part of my brain and be better but I don't know how to make any of this stop and it's killing me. I get so numb when this happens and I just wanna curl up in a ball and disappear from reality
Part of me wants to scream all of this away,and the other part wants to disappear until my brain is fixed. Not disappear from everyone, disappear from everyone including myself and pop back a month later and have everything fixed
I took one of my anti nausea pills, but I still feel like if I get off this couch or move my torso at all that I'll throw up and I just,,,, I need a brain transplant
anyway I can help?