okok. i went to go visit my mom the other day because for some reason it just got really bad and i went there as a distraction but she found my cuts & that didn’t end very well.. knowing how my mom is she almost sent me back to the hospital but i convinced her that they were old & i was better than i was before. the second half isn’t exactly a lie but.. i don’t know. isn’t that big but oh well

well, kinda. i’ve just kind of hid them and haven’t told anybody. i’m fine right now, i think.

i dunno, my head is a mess. i just really needed you and i still do.