Idk?

It's letting me look at them? I don't understand why you can't access them too? :/

Well I can see them?

And I don't understand why you're accusing me of deleting them..:

Ik that...

you back then?

good. *rolls my eyes* and are you calm now

I love you though... You shouldn't hate yourself.

yeh well. you don't tell me all that stuff. you pretend you're okay...

You say you hate yourself... why? I didn't know you did...

I'm not even mad anymore....

You could of spent the day with me but now the days wasted and I'll have to go soon, again!

Well smoking is bad for you. *Looks at her* It kills you. You needed to be alone but you wanted to be with me? Makes perfect sense... *Rolls my eyes*

You could of told me that *Looks down*

*Swallows hard* How about we do something to celebrate him? ...

*Pulls her onto my knee* Listen to me... Your father was a good man, a lovely man and despite me not knowing him, he seems like the man that there should be more of in this world. He is a very proud angel, I know that. Because he has a daughter like you.. he has YOU and YOU have him, in your heart ❤️

I didn't mean celebrate his death, I meant remember him *Coughs* I got my words mixed up...

And you can spend the time we have now with me, your the most important person in my life, I love you, your imperfections and your salt taste of tears. I love you ❤️

*Wraps my arms around her waist* I am sorry...

*Kisses her shoulder, rolling my tongue* You didn't. It's fine.

*Shrugs*

for what...

*Stands up stretching* Can we stop arguing...

You don't deserve this...

You deserve someone who makes you feel loved. Someone like braxton, aiden or Tyler

*Wraps my arms around the back of her waist, pulling her so she's sat on my torso, laying down*

*Looks in her eyes* I might need to go soon baby...

*Looks at her* I told you, baby... It is fine ❤️

I just wanted to be there for you and all we kept doing was falling behind... Yesterday, was a rough day for everyone. I know you wasn't okay, I could tell... 💔 I was trying to help but all I did was make you cry... And yes, I promise I'm staying, forever. ❤️

I feel awful for hurting you... 👀

I am sorry 😪

I made you feel like shît...

I'm not even mad at you ❤️ I love you, like I can't describe it.::

Your gunna kill me for reading your chats but what were you gunna ask brax?

And you can read mine 👀❤️

*Holds her hands against my chest* I promise, things are gunna get better.

*Pulls her on my knee, hugging her waist from behind* I'm really sorry...

Its fine... my friend, she doesn't remember me 😪

April is fine, she recovered a year ago, she thought it came back, it hasn't, luckily❤️

No, I can't.. she's going to a rehab. I'm not chasing her anymore. And yeah I guess it's good, she's 20, she's a big girl so it's hard to check up on her... and yeah I know, whenever you feel like that again, there's always someone you can talk to ❤️

What's the guys username, him who's been stealing my pictures 😌

username?

No I just want the username.

You can tell that's me..:

The dark coloured skin... the hair...

I've had a word...

You've saw other pictures of me and everything... Apart from my haircut, it's obviously me

I've got college in 10 minutes baby...

Eh 😴 it's okay.

I'll miss you too 💓

Half of the pictures aren't me.. the mirror selfies and that are... the dog filter one isn't 👁

Hah 😂 You're always confused 😂😊

I love you ❤️

that's good x

Hey babyyyy ❤️

AHEOWOWHRBEOSPW YAY ❤️

MY FAVOURITE IS BACK FROM SCHOOL YAAAY ❤️

That's fun 😂😊

Did you miss meee?

😂😂

I MISSED YOU MORE BABY ❤️ and yeah, I've finished college now :)

Okay don't be long ❤️

I'm really sorry baby ... My phones crashed and I need to get it fixed tomorrow, so I'm using Ellie's iPad and will be on as much as I can, Ill try and be on later ... I love you so much, don't forget it baby 💕

You okay? 😌😘

Who? what? *Pulls her close, softy rubbing her back* Fûck what people say, it doesn't really matter... Because deep down, you know you're perfect and ik your perfect.

Can I just ask... why does nobody know about me *Yawns* and everyone thinks your with Tyler or Connor? ...

But nobody gets that it's us that are dating...

I'm like 1000 miles away and your stuck in the middle STILL with Connor.. and that weirdo on Tyler's page.

you dated for 24 hours, hardly a month... why does he matter

rn yeah...

But don't feel bad, you've had a lot on your mind. It's understandable ...

I'm actually really scared rn of loosing you for this TROYE.... or someone else, nobody seems to get that it's us, not you and Connor

stop ignoring me

so? he thinks your dating Connor... half of PC thinks your with CONNOR

It's not you that's done anything wrong 😒

THOSE PEOPLE ON THE CRUSH PAGE... EVERYONE. WHO AM I, AN OUTCAST!?!!!!

I'm done... I've got college. I'll text you later

SO, I NEVER SAID IT WAS, IM NOT BLAMING YOU

bye kitty x

I'm not putting this on you, God... *Looks down*

*Swallows really hard* I love you

I love you more, I'm sorry for letting you down, I'll make it up to you later, promise

*Gulps, looking down* I'm sorry, I should of never raged at you this morning, it's not your fault.

I should of never... ever hurt you. *Sighs, looking deep in her eyes*

*Sighs again* Nah its never okay to hurt a girl...

*Kisses her lips, nibbling* I know baby, I miss you more. My phone is fixed now so I should be on more 💗

*Sits on the sofa* Okay baby, I'll wait for you 😊💗

God, kitty rios your the best thing that's ever happened to me.

*Puts her hands on my chest, so she feels my heart* I swear, on my life, on aprils life, on Ellie's, on my mums, on yours. Im going nowhere. I promise.

I'm not, going anywhere! *Whispers* I promise.

*Smiles looking up at her*

Your mine.

Awh I love you more ❤️

Awh lucky 😗💗😂

but not as lucky as me ❤️

because I have you 💗

not half as pretty as you and yes I do.. 💗

❤️ 2 weeks on Sunday ❤️

Kylie who? Kylie Jenner? 😂

WHAT NO ITS NOT? ITS 2 WEEKS SUNDAY! 😂💗

It's 2 weeks Saturday! Not 3...

Oh no I don't have her 💗

I know we did.... I know that!

I didn't know it was 3 weeks, OMG, I thought it was 3. I'm shît at maths... Sorry

I'm counting too but I hate maths, I don't even get it *Sighs* I'm sorry.

I know we'll get to a year.

Sorry I'm a bit thick 😂d

x*

I know so!

"Hey dan" "Hey Kai!" 😊

Dan*

Can I, urmmm. ask you something?

What would you do if I proposed?

Just tell me.. what would you do? where would that leave me?

Even if you didn't want to marry me?

*Swallows* O..okay.

*Nods* No, I understand. I got what you meant, you don't need to explain yourself. I was just asking, because... I want to plan ahead, the future, when you said a year, it got me thinking.

No I promise, I'm fine *Takes her hand, leading her upstairs into the bathroom*

This seems proper weird but I bought you some things, you've been really stressed and upset so I bought you a set of bath bombs to help you relax *Hands her a little pink box*

*Smiles* Morning ❤️❤️

Did you sleep well xxxx

Oh ☺️ I'd love to bring my sister to meet you x

You'd meet me one day ☺️ I swear d

x* and awhhh does he? 😂 tell him I'm flattered but I'm not gay 😂😂

Yes ofc I do... Daniel and Kai... ☺️❤️

ik not that way 😂 I was being stupidiooo 😂

I'm trying hard to remember..:

Bailey? Was it bailey? otherwise you've mentioned nobody else..

Okah bbby ❤️ I remember mikey now 😂

Around 2 ish babes but I'll try and comment whenever I can at college ❤️

You know ...

I'm so lucky and I haven't realised before now but I am seriously thankful for meeting you.

I thank my lucky stars every night ❤️

and even if we weren't together, id still grateful for being a part of your life

and I love you so much words don't describe it anymore..

No I'm serious, ik you won't get a reply until like 6... but I think like OMG I can't even talk..:❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

MY GIRLL ❤️❤️❤️

Hey ❤️

you too...

yeah why wouldn't I be? *Smiles* Do you wanna do something?

Well my lady can choose ❤️

That's my girl *Chuckles* While we snuggle and cuddle, you can tell me what happened, aye? and lucky for you, ive just been to Sainsbury's for those cookies... *Laughs*

*Smiles* not as much as I love you... *Pulls her onto my lap, laying her head on my knees, handing her the pack of cookies while I stroke her hair*

*Interlocks our legs, laying down, gently stroking her cheek* So, what happened?

I know you do, but next time you could ask the teacher to leave the class for a while and calm down...*Tickles her* I'm here now, you can cry... let it out if you need to, don't hold back, because you don't have to pretend. *Licks her ears, falling on top of her, gently* B..baby? Can I ask you something. It's irrelevant to the fight but please...

*Breathes on her neck*

*Swallows, sighing on her neck, licking it a little* Do you know a Troye?

*Leans in, licking her chin* I know... have you saw your this crush? "I need you - Troye" ... If I ever find out what his account is, he won't live to see Christmas...

*Grinds my legs against hers, laughing* Read your this crush from "troye"

*Nods, ripping off my shirt* But what if you guys become friends?

*Stands up, pushing her against the wall* Mhmm...

I believe you *Slides my hands around her waist* What about these Sainsbury's cookies *Grinning, looking at the table *

B..babe...

I love you 😉✊x

No I didn't... ❤️

Positive *Nods, licking my lips* I just don't think I'm in the mood for this tonight..

No you wasn't... *Smiles* and I would, but I'm really tired...

Perîodddd? Or just sick? *Pouts at her* I know you was joking, but I would ;) but I'm tired...

Massages? Chocolate? Tell me what you need ❤️ and it's okay, I'm not in the mood for it either tbh ❤️

You should of told me before ❤️ I would of got your favourite chocolate cookies stored ❤️

*Holds her hands together* Hey, think of it like this, all the memories, the pain, put it into motivation to be the better person...

And at the unit, we won't be able to talk as much as we'd like to... *Sits her next to me* Is there anything I can do to help stop your cramps?

*Moves her hands* Do you want me to do that for you?

*Lays her down, handing her a family size bar of cadburys cream chocolate, sliding my hands up her top to the lower stomach, pressing a hot wàtèr bottle against her softly* I know this sounds weird but if you make a post tomorrow or something asking troye to remix you, then we'll know his account.. and know who he is because he'll clearly see the post, because he stalks you

I mean, he obviously has to get on your account to go on your crush page so next time he comments on your this crush, he'll see the post...It looks like half of the comments are one after the other if you look at the time, so half of them could be him..

*Places a hand on her stomach, gently* I'm a cunning man *Laughs*

I'm gunna get some sleep baby, I'm tired ❤️

Gn.. ❤️

*Kisses her forehead* I'll be here in the morning, to smother you with kisses.. ❤️ xxx

I love you x26372929283778392928 ❤️ I win 😗

HSIAOWBRBDOAOA YOU LOVE ME 😂😭❤️

YAYYYY ❤️

In 15 minutes xx ❤️

Because I need to bbbbyyyy ❤️

I'll miss you too, I'll try and get on as much as I can ❤️

I love you ❤️

I'm back ❤️

MYY BABBYYYYYY ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

MAAAAAA BABYYYYYY ❤️❤️❤️

MAAAAAAA LIFE ❤️❤️❤️

MAAAA OMG ❤️❤️❤️ why the sr?

slow replies 😂

I LIVE IN ESSEX 😂

Can we meet ❤️

Oh.. ❤️ I miss you

I can't baby... ❤️ I'm babysitting...

I will baby ❤️

One day soon I promise.

Yeah but I have coursework...It depends if I get through my coursework

I love you too ❤️

Yes your mine ❤️

yeah you can lick my collar bone anyday ❤️

no I don't want to kill you ❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you too my princess ❤️

I haven't even started it yet ❤️

No I'll start it tomorrow 😴

Yeah so talk to me. I don't like the slow replies.

And now I have to wait another 47 mins for you to reply 😞

It's okay *Shrugs* We hardly talk anymore

We hardly ever talk!

Don't lie we don't.. we talk for like 20 mins a day...

I've been online for 4/5 hours.. and we've had like a bare conversation

Ehhh

I'll get used to it

Well I just miss you

YEAH I AM!

I'm on every morning and every day from 2pm to 9pm ish....

hugs by who?

you could of told me:

OMG IM NOT EVEN HUGGING ANYONE!!

I'm done.

I wasn't talking about you.

YOU ARE THE ONE!

*Gulps and splutters, holding onto the wall* Kitty h-help

*Breathes really fast, closing my eyes* D-don't leave...

Don't leave me...

Please...

I'm begging you.

*Gulps and splutters* I'm scared...

Of you leaving me *Splutters everywhere, coughing* This is what happens when im scared.... I get nervous.

I didn't tell friends any of that 😞 I told them what I was feeling, that I was scared..

*Holds her hands, shaking* I love you. Please no, don't go...

I only posted that because I'm angry and I shouldn't of took it out on you 💔

Kitty... *Stands up*

I want to tell you one thing...

I will never ever stop loving you, ever. ❤️

Are you... leaving me *Closes my eyes, collapsing on the floor*

*Closes my eyes tight* Lay with me.

I love you too!!!!!!! *Swallows* I was reading our chats earlier... Where you told me I wasn't like anyone else... and I told you I was better... ❤️ I nearly cried

*Licks her chin*

Shhhh. Don't cry. It's not gunna help your period pain...

then everyone else *Squeezes her hands*

*Smiles* My baby...

Never feel like your not worth it... ❤️

No *Shakes my head* No. No. No!

I'm not my little Kitkat... I'm not. *Picks her up, gently carrying her to the bed, laying her on a pillow, tucking her up with the duvet, sitting beside her*

*Lays next to her, burning her neck into my shoulder, stroking her cheek* *Whispering* Remember when I used to do this to calm you down, My little Kit Kat, before we even got together..:

I'm not planning on leaving anytime soon *Squeezes our fingers together*

*Strokes her cheek, slowly*

*Sighs happily* I love you too *Moves her hair out of her eyes*

*Nuzzles my nose against her neck* sorry... ❤️ I'll be on all day today though

*Slides my hand up the back of her hoody*

*Holds her close to me* Kitty rios...

*Laughs foolishly* we have the whole day together...

I'm "sick" *Raises an eyebrow*

*Winks* Well, it's their loss and your gain ;)❤️

*Nods* Yessss pleaseeee.

Good luck ❤️ (You said you was expelled..)

Oh...❤️ and what did mike say? x

Oh why? x

oh ... *Looks down* I don't wanna talk about gangs

*Swallows* Yeah fine.

*Stares in her eyes* You're gunna hate me...

I was in a gang...

13...14...15... I was involved in a gang 😞 I've never been arrested but I've done my fair share of crime... Well not crime but "fights" ... I left the gang at 15... I haven't always been "perfect"

And I only joined a gang to conquer my anger about my dad dying...

*Nods* Sorry... when you told me about Connor it reminded me about it...

So can you stay home today?

Sorry I got muddled up *Shakes my head laughing*

I'll be waiting

say: please... I really don't feel well.

Do 10 star jumps then splash warm water on your face... and then

go to him and ask him if you can stay home xx

😂 it worksssss... the star jumps rushes blood to your body, making you look red, and the hot warm water makes you feel hot so when he feels your head it looks like you have a fever 😂

IM HERE 😂❤️😂❤️❤️

YESSSSSS ❤️❤️❤️😂😂

Today is gunna be ace OMG ❤️

Okay gooooooooooood ❤️

I'm home alone too ☺️❤️ Ellie is at school, My mum is at work ❤️

Nooooo do you? 😂

T..today? ❤️

*Pokes her cheek* I'll see...

Anything my princess wants to do ❤️

How about we go to Starbucks first and we plan it from there ❤️

*Nods* ❤️

*Takes off my boxers, putting on clean ones, sprays, putting on some tight black jeans, a white shirt, buttoning up the buttons to the top, wrapping a stylish top man scarf around my neck, lacing up my superstars*

*Grabs a blazer, putting it on over my shirt and scarf, opening the door* Hello gorgeous ❤️

*Takes her hand* Oh shhh

*Smiles*

*Walks down the street, holding her waist* Its really cold...

I'll keep you warm... *Rubs her hands together* We need to make friends, we are like seriously lonely people on pc *Laughs*

*Swallows*

*Pulls away from her, creating distance as I walk*

*Walks through a ginnel, leading me to the other side of the street*

*Sighs, lighting a cigarette, holding it to my mouth as I continue walking, looking left and right before crossing the rosd*

*Sits on the curb of the road, smoking*

*Throws the cigarette on the floor, watching it burn*

*Sighs*

*Looks at my phone, texting back* Home? you don't even live with me... You're at mine 24/7. I'll come back to "my house" when I want to, okay? okay.

*Gulps, Texting her* Maybe its best if we split up... if that's what you want

*Sits, watching the cars go by*

Do I want what? you?

Yeah I do *Puts my head in my hands* I'm sorry

I do though... *Looks at her as a tear falls down my cheek* I do kitty..:

You do though.

you are kitty...!!!!!!!

YES YOU ARE NOW STOP IT PLEASE 😭❤️