*nods* im sorry..

*puts out my arm* where's your blade? cut me as many times you'll cut yourself. and if you don't cut me, I'll cut myself with your blade.

b-but I can't do that.. it's not the same..

where's your blade???

*takes it out off my pocket* are you sure?

i couldn't be more sure.

*sighs* fine. *starts cutting your wrist lightly* *after a while stops* i can't anymore.. *looks at your arm* shall I get some tissue?

*shakes head* I've got some *wipes blood away* if doesn't hurt, does it?

*shakes my head* no, not really. *looks at you*

*looks back at you*

*touches your cheek*

*sits on your lap*

*rests my forehead against yours*

*looks straight into your eyes* *comes closer to your lips*

*leans in* *kisses your lips gently*

*kisses back* *wraps my arms around your neck*

*fiddles with your t-shirt* *takes your tshirt off* *smirks*

*grins* you sure you wanna do this?

*nods* *takes my top off* *starts sucking on your neck*

*tilts my head backwards* *moans* *lays us down*

*smirks* *runs my fingers down your chest* *stops at your bra* *smirks*

*smirks* *undos my bra* *takes it off*

geez Alexis.. *smirks* *puts my hands on them*

*giggles* it's funny, how we've only know each other for a couple of days, and we've become best friends and now we're making out *giggles* *traces your tattoos*

*chuckles**puts my finger over your lips* let's not talk, just make out *smirks* *kisses you roughly*

*kisses you back* *unzips your jeans* *pulls them down* *takes them off and throws them on the floor* *sucks on your neck*

*moans* *pulls your skirt down*

*giggles* *slowly pulls my pants down*

*smirks* *pulls my down too* wait, one question, are you a virgin?

*nods* what about you?

*nods* let's change it now, shall we?

*smirks* yes please...

*smirks* *starts to rub on your b* *sucks on the other one*

*smirks* *moans*

*runs my free hand down your body* *reaches your v* *starts rubbing on your v too*

*moans again*

*stops sucking* *straddles you* *spreads your legs out* *fingers your v*

*moans louder*

sshhh, you'll wake the neighbours *grins*

well, it's not my fault your making me moan. now carry on, fxxx boy

*smirks* *carries on until feels liquid* *swallows it* your turn. make me hxxxy *smirks

*rolls around* *straddles you* *starts to suck down your stomach*

*smirks*

*starts to suck on your dxxx* *sucks until liquid* *swallows* *smirks

fxxk Alexis *smirks* your beautiful. you know that right. *smiles*

*nods* according to you *sits up and cuddles with you* and your the best thing on the planet to me. I love you, Calum. and I really do love you. i-i-i wish I was y-yours, Calum. Della's r-really lucky, to have you, you know.

you feel that way for me too? i love you too Alex. i mean, we could always, um, secretly date. ive always wanted to date you. i love you so much Alexis. i mean, we did loose our virginity because of each other *smirks and chuckles*

*smiles* I love you, Calum. well, since it's leap year, *sits up and throws my hair behind my shoulder and takes your hand* will you, Calum, be my secret boyfriend? *smiles*

*smiles* *nods* I'd love to, Alexis *lays us down* *kisses you gently*

*wraps my arms around your neck* *kisses back*

*pulls away* you cheeky ditto. i can't believe you actually posted that *chuckles* i mean, if it's secret, it's secret *chuckles* I love you

*giggles* *pokes your nose* but you know I would've posted that. it was the post night of my life *smiles* *pecks on your lips*

the best night of your life, huh? we should you it more often if so??