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im also obsessed with you in a headband, it’s very cute to me
I love you so much, and im so lucky to have someone as perfect as you
i will not lie, that is the blurriest picture of them all, but from what i can see, you look beautiful
but to be 100% honest again, i do have terrible eyesight and am not wearing my glasses or contact atm so that could have something to do with it 🤠
never 🫥
only because my glasses are broken and I ran out of contacts
it happened early this morning
i want you to know I have been refreshing the notifications every now and then to see if you’d replied
and the how is that they got knocked off my face at work by a psych patient (:
no no, it’s okay babydoll! ive just been excited to talk to you is all
yeah no, im fine! he just got scared by a loud noise when I went into his room and when we tried to get him calm and laid down/restrained his hand broke free on my coworkers side and when he whipped his hand around my glasses fell and then my coworker accidentally stepped on them when he was trying to grab the restraint so he could tie it back
I’ve had much worse happen, so that’s not too big of an issue- the issue is that when I was changing my contacts at home and i tossed my old contacts, the new ones fell down the sink.
haha 🫥
im still absolutely baffled by her creativity
the fact that i could’ve died from that 🤠
no because im in the LOLLLing stage of it now
despite the electrical fire that could’ve happened 💀 it’s kinda funny
baby, yes it is- don’t lie
it’s funny because i DIDNT die
you only love me for my beauty, is that what you’re saying 🤨
so you only love me for my beauty and my dxxk 🤨
so if I were to become ugly and develop erectile dysfunction THEN WHAT 😮
okay sooooo you should definitely list off more of the reasons you love me because honestly, if how I feel is how I make you feel when I ramble on lovingly then i get why you’re all flustered and stuff when I do it
and also, news about that!
one of the meds i was taking before basically zombified me but apparently just plummeted my sxx drive so that should potentially change for the better as time continues
i didn’t finish my thought so it’s not on you 💀💀💀
what i MEANT TO END THAT WITH is that you should keep telling me more things you love about me
oh and also, we’re not at the śéx everyday point yet since I’ve not been off my meds for that long, but maybe at the once a week point? but keep in mind we usually go a couple rounds each time we go so
that sounds like an unhappy “oh okay”
but just know i would rather every woman in the world just be you so you’re the only person I have to talk to
and i enjoy being clingy with you and both holding you/being held by you
im not saying no, just that i know that at this moment in time, it’s only been a month since I’ve been off the meds i was on for years so it’s gonna take a while- that’s all
but im gonna stop talking about it because usually one of us gets kinda frustrated/hurt when it comes to this topic specifically and one or the other stops replying and i don’t want that to happen
no, im not actually because i have felt the same way and grown distant at times over this
like right now for example: i feel myself getting upset with MYSELF because i over explain and add just one too many comments and that almost always ends up with me unintentionally making you feel bad
lydia
im literally just explaining that this is a ME issue. im being transparent with you right now. this isn’t just you being sensitive or whatever the case may be, and it’s not just a “you” thing. but you’re still just putting the blame on yourself which is what i was trying to avoid.
i literally couldn’t sleep last night & it’s usually like this whenever we kind of argue and i could never figure out why that was the case and in my current exhausted state it came to me- i get panicked in these circumstances because you usually just say goodnight or sometimes nothing at all & the lack of an “i love you” or that kind of reassurance scares me & keeps me from sleeping. and i don’t want you to feel that way, so im gonna take a nap right now but before I fall asleep, in case you come on…. i love you. and I’ll talk to you later.
just kidding because I’m apparently about to be on nephew duty for a little while so no sleep yet
lydia, honey.. i know you did that & you have no idea how happy that made me. but it’s an issue within myself that started way before you and i ended up together. long long before that. its literally something where a sibling and i could get into an argument and not resolve it the same day & i swear they hxte me and never want to speak to me again. i just didn’t think it was translating over into our relationship and it didn’t hit me until last night.
no, that’s not what im saying
look
this isn’t supposed to be a point of argument or anything. i’m trying to 1) be vulnerable and transparent here, and 2) just explaining to you how my mind had worked for years. im coming to different realizations and because i know of them, i can work through them. and in me sharing them with you, my HOPE is that you’d allow me to try and explain how I’m feeling or what I’ve realized & come up with a productive solution for the both of us so we don’t end up feeling like this because it happens more often than it should.
like, what i suggest is something that’s one of the #1 things people say in relationships and that’s don’t go to bed upset. now if you communicate with me that you don’t want to talk about something then that’s different but to keep your feelings from being hurt into the next day & so i don’t spiral because of my past traumas resurfacing, we should talk things through. or maybe i should explain things less because im obviously the issue here because i over explain and try to clarify/justify things and it turns into word vomit that’s incoherent and can be misconstrued
i think we’re both at fault, babygirl
no no i knew what you meant
mhm
i love you
and im sorry
it’s okay, my love
no because i never want to leave you anyway
bunny
baby
princess
angel
lovebug
babygirl
doll
puppy
kitten
sweetheart
get your cute âšs here now
i do think it’s funny that I’m either daddy or papa or marcelo if you’re angry
and i have all of that ^ as potential options unless you hâté them then just kidding no I don’t
yeah that one was a stretch and i kinda was just typing random things lol
no i don’t mind it at all! it’s like… a cute funny meaning I like it
what did you think of, lovebug?
😃
it’s cute but only for when you’re trying to get my attention
true statement but what i meant is
like when you’re spamming with papa and stuff
you can add that in the spam
yes, and how could I forget wifey
and love of my life
and my forever
ah yes, price charming and prince opps
i love you too 💗
😃
i take it back I don’t like it
old man is kind of endearing for some reason
it didn’t sound right after I sent it because it was supposed to be a joke but sounded like it wasn’t 🫥
no i didn’t please 😭
i said as IF you’re infantile meaning you’re a child and im geriatric
but the reason I deleted it was because that just sounded gross
yeahhh
no no I don’t think you’re dumb! i think you just missed the IF part
which in that case, explains you looking it up (:
as soon as I sent it and reread it I deleted it lol
but i didn’t know how to salvage what i said 😭
I never saw your notification
why are you upset
I’m so sorry ): what’s wrong though my love?
that’s very sad baby ): maybe tomorrow
I’m glad you’re not upset anymore though
boooooo ):
but okay, if you must
i love you more, babygirl
it’s 2AM and I’m far from tired
but I’ll try
hi pretty baby
good morning!
heads up, I might be on MYLTIPLE child duty because my sister seems to be losing her mind yet again
so far, no kiddos
speaking up, we need to hurry and make babies of our own before I die of old age
meaning we should pick up where we left off since you soooo rudely 🥺 left me hanging the other day because I really just want to have mini lydias running around
so we need to have many babies so we get what we want then
i want as many as you think your body can handle… but i don’t like odd numbers in kids because one child always feels left out
yes ma’am, it’s your body so you’ll know
okay babydoll
what’s wrong baby?
what movie?
ohhhhh
yeah that’s an interesting movie for sure
i woke up nauseated after taking a nap & have been arguing with my sister the last almost 2 hours
over her usual issues, which is her terrible taste in men
she got married to this guy & is pregnant with his child & after they got married he basically got overwhelmed and doesn’t speak to her & she has not only her own children with her but also his. and she’s pretty sure he’s cheating on her. and thennnn her first ex that she was with for years popped back up into her life and that’s who she’s always kind of replace? and he was talking about how he wants to try things again because he actually has a reason for leaving and i agree that he does have a valid reason but he has ALSO gone MIA on her
so she’s in her “what’s wrong with me blah blah” mindset yet again and I’m like… it’s your hormones and your BPD talking, nothing is wrong with you except for the men you choose which is CRAZY because you grew up with basically all brothers and you’re the BABY sibling so like do better
but she isn’t able to be comforted and all of my other siblings are just over it with her in a way
but she’s isolating herself and then is mad that she’s got little help with the kids she’s got and im stressing the fact that if she made better choices, we would all help her a lot more. but i, in particular, am not her dumping grounds for the children
she just needs to stay single and let us all help her with the kids
because our dad was a terrible guy, her daddy issues are raging and so are her abandonment issues
like she really just needs to not be with anyone until she can get that sorted out
until she settles down and realizes what she needs to prioritize, im her only help
oh my is correct 😵💫
i told her to go to bed and she left me on face time andddddd she’s snoring so no, we aren’t arguing
it’s like having a 22 year old toddler
no? i have to stay up all night tonight because i work tomorrow overnight
i might be old but im not that old 🥺
i usually don’t sleep til around 2 or 3 am anyway
pretty much, yeah
no, you’re just a sleepy girl
a sleepy bunny
that’s what you are, so it makes sense that it’s cute as well 😌 you’re my sleepy bunny
you’ll come up with one eventually
then go to sleep babygirl, it’s okay
my love my love
my sister is insane
im done with this
can we move to an island and just be us two and nobody else except our babies
she went BACK to a different ex
yeah no im like…. baffles
baffled *
what a coincidence I just came back on
hi, yeah sorry I think I’m getting sick 😵💫 but everything is fineeee
and I miss you
i think so unfortunately
stomach flu symptoms
I’m so sorry I have been throwing up until like 20 minutes ago
a lot better actually, just tired
no baby bun, but thank you <3 we could spend some time together though
cute little name for my cute little lady
literally anything baby, except I don’t have the most energy
i haven’t eaten and had no intention of doing so haha
no I need to eat, i just don’t want to
im tired because im dehydrated and have nothing in my stomach haha
i fell asleep im sorry
but im awake now
i feel like I might’ve made you upset so, if I did, im sorry
and good afternoon and I love you
idk because i kept falling asleep and really it was just me feeling bad about leaving you guessing a few times the last couple days because i keep just going MIA for a bit
but it’s probably just in my head
but I can’ttttt just ignore that
hi baby
I miss you
I’m still like
dying
yes
it’s a different sick, but yeah it’s annoying because I can’t stop coughing now
one of my siblings children coughed in my face and gave me mono
so now i can’t kiss you on the lips until it’s gone, which is literally going to be the death of me
because I was finally feeling better! but then my throat was sore and when i was brushing my teeth this morning I saw my tonsils were severely swollen and almost touching
you can’t do anything except for take ibuprofen and let it run its course
ohh
ohhh okay, I was like “fair point”
a little better
my tonsils are still swollen but it’s fine
but I can eat and drink normally now! so that’s a plus
I could barely swallow my own spit
it did but now it’s even better than a few days ago
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