so we had color guard practice last night, and we were talking about how we haven’t hung out, just the two of us, in a really long time. like, three months. so we got our moms to drop us off at this little diner-ish place, and we got milkshakes and sat on a bench outside and just hung out for like an hour

i had SO much fun. we talked about serious stuff, and we laughed so hard. i always have so much fun when we hang out, i forget how great we are as a pair until we’re hanging out alone and get to be completely ourselves

i don’t know how to explain this, like i just have the time of my life when i’m with her and we just vibe so well. like at one point i was dancing for in my seat (for some reason idek why) and this car in the parking lot revved the engine really fricken loud and i screamed and almost fell out of my chair. we were dying for like five minutes, like we couldn’t stop laughing

i haven’t really taken the time recently to think about how much my friends really mean to me. i found out last night that one of my best friends was being bullied by these two stupid people and tried to hurt herself, so her mom suggested she have a “girls day” where she invited over our squad, which is me, that girl, my best friend, and another girl (who i used to have a crush on). i couldn’t go bc i was working, and i didn’t know why she invited us over until my best friend told me last night. i felt horrible that i couldn’t go, but more importantly, i was so angry. i was SO mad that anyone would even want to say those horrible things about one of my closest friends.

there has never been a point in my life where i really genuinely wanted to beat someone up. but last night i was ready to get in a serious fight, i was so upset. it made me realize that my friends mean a lot more to me than i thought. so i just wanted to share that, and say i really love my best friends, sarah, emma, and jess. they mean the world to me and i feel like i needed to share that

i consider sarah to be my best best friend, but emma and jess are also my best friends ya know? i don’t like saying best bc it feels like i’m excluding my other friends too

I’m so glad you had fun! I don’t get to hang out with my friends often either...and I’m sorry that your friend is getting bullied! that’s never okay and I hope it gets better 💕

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