okay thanks

I know honey. I know it's hard but it'll get better. when cold died I cried on my bathroom floor for half an hour straight. my mom told me. it's was one of the most painful experiences of my life

*Cole not cold

I really thought I hated him, but I discovered that I needed him there so bad as soon as ruby noticed the scab on his check and I remembered and I knew it was cole before she did and I cried a lot even though I thought I hated him

and when ruby helps Clancy at the end and he smiles at the sky I melted and when I read the last word and closed the book I whimpered and cried again but it was silent and i never wanted to read a different book ever again

in the Afterlight was the most effective book I have ever read in my life except for maybe my sisters keeper the perks of being a wallflower maniac Magee or the outsiders

you are welcome

thank you😌

omg I'm dYING