is everything okay?

oh john :( i’m so sorry i didn’t realize you liked me so much i should have known better

is that why you didn’t really seem up to hanging out either?

i feel like such an idiot

i genuinely feel so bad. i hope i didn’t lead you on in any way? i really don’t want you to be upset or anything

i’m so sorry that i gave you mixed signals. i really hope you still want to be my friend? i really enjoyed getting coffee with you.

goodnight if you head to sleep :) hopefully we can hang out tomorrow if you are free?

can i give you a hug? i want to make sure you are okay

*smiles and holds my arms out for you*

*hugs you gently* maybe i could try to set you up with someone?

good morning john :)

well i’m not sure, i could ask around for you *smiles up at you*

i could be *giggles and nods* maybe one of my friends will spark your interest

how was your day today? *smiles at you*

oh that’s good *nods*

no *shakes my head smiling* i’m fine, everything is fine

*smiles gently and shakes my head* i don’t want to talk about it right now

no not at all *shakes my head* he’s perfect i just have other things going on at home

*watches you* i don’t want to burden you john. you don’t deserve to hear my issues

*nods and sits in front of you* i told my parents about antonio even though i was worried about telling them, i was just so excited, and they don’t like the idea of me being with someone so much older

they just don’t understand *frowns* they don’t know him like i do, he would never put me in harms way

*nods listening to you* i tried to bring him to our family brunch this morning but they weren’t having it

*hugs you gently and nods as i frown* yeah i suppose

*clings to you and and nods as i listen*

doing well :) thanks for asking

ahh i see. everything is good antonio and i talked and we are still comfortable moving forward to see where things go

news? tell me :)

oh wow i’m glad that you have found someone you like :)like i’ve said before i’ve never had anyone interested in me before so i’m not sure i could provide any advice or anything for you

that’s true? i wish i could be more help to you

ask away john :)

i had said maybe because we had only just met that day. i thought you were very nice and caring so yes you did catch my eye but at that point i had already fallen for antonio

i am very much devoted to him completely :) i got to meet his children yesterday and they are the sweetest babies

he has two :) a boy and a girl

they are :))) which is so special considering my brothers are twins

oh me too :) i’ve wanted to be a mom ever since i can remember

hi john :)) how’s it going?

my day has been okay :) i’m glad you have found someone you like john

maybe just take things slow and see what happens? things will work out how they are supposed to