ahh mis ojos están mirando una cosita muy hermoso 🤩

(ahh same I know how you feel)

oh si? que bueno! ¿te gusta?

(kinda.. I work at Starbucks lol)

*smiles* ahh pues a mi también *giggles*

(yeah an people get hella crazy too!)

*nods* so un poco *giggles*

(right they are wild)

the fact that I’m one of your only likes 😍

JOSH 😇

stop ✋🏽

Im so sorry bebe

no i don’t know where shes at i haven’t seen her since monday :( wheres Alexander at tho?

okay, i’ll try to text her, okay thats good.

okay and its a she not a boy lmaoo. crāp okay well i’m here for you joshua.

hi baby!

thank you loser

yes i am..

i know its facts dummy

thank you loser 🫶🏽

don’t call me that

bebe?

you didn’t respond and I miss you

sooo like im not okay..........

okay okay i won’t roll my eyes🤭

your so handsome

okay ! your welcome

come back on right now

it’s tacy

i miss you

RNNNNN

unless this isn’t the josh i was with and i’m jus embarrassing myself rn

pls come back fr

god its been almost a month, josh. your sisters hurting, your parents are hurting, your friends too. I miss you so much. You were the best thing that's happened to me honestly, and ago im thinking about just dropping everyone, doing the things I love. ion wanna be here if your not. but damñ seeing your body hurts more than anything.. I miss you josh. LLJ🕊❤

lord, we miss you like crazy ! noah got married !! I’m happy for him, umm Ricky’s getting married in February. arthur still hasn’t came back yet, but I know he will one day right? Josh, it’s been a while, if I’d known you were struggling I would’ve help, kayleigh would’ve helped, mommy would’ve help, cece would’ve helped, dad as well. we miss you & every day I wake up I just think about it as ‘oh I’m one day closer to seeing him again’ & I can’t wait josh, your the best brother I could’ve ever had, we’ll your my only brother soo like yeah🙂 seeing you get buried, you being ina casket hurts me, seeing you go, hear someone call me in the middle of the night saying ‘ hey is this Erykah, your brother passed away’ youon kno how bad that hurt me, to receive tha call🙁 now who’s gonna be Alexander’s grandfather? I miss you hermano! yo ya quiero ir contigo </3 it hunts me every time I hear your name :( te extraño, te amo manitõ🩷🩷🩷🩷 - Erykah

Maldita sea Josh, ya han pasado meses... odio saber que ya no estás cerca de mí, no salgo con muchos chicos como solía hacer cuando estabas aquí... Se acerca la boda de Ricky :) Estoy emocionado por eso, Noah va a ser papá de dos hijos propios con su esposa :) Dios mío, Josh, te extraño y es difícil incluso saber que te has ido de mi vida, es como si hubieras desaparecido de la nada, me duele siquiera pensar en que te has ido, hermano 💔 llorando te vimos hundir, te vimos desvanecerte, te has enfrentado tu tarea con coraje, tu espíritu no se dobló. Y todavía seguías luchando, hasta que ya no podías... Dios vio que te cansas, cuando no iba a ser una cura, si te rodeó y susurró “ven conmigo”, es difícil despedirse de los que amamos porque nos están dejando y se van al cielo arriba, puede que no sepamos que el final llega demasiado rápido, quieres pasar el último minuto y rezar para que dure, podrías llorar, te echo mucho de menos Josh, te prometo que mi día también vendrá 💔 - erykah