i’m literally dying of anxiety oml i’m so sick of feeling anXIOUS i’ve spent this whole week in a state of anxiety and stress oml so on sunday i had my first day at work and it was terrifying and then monday i went to an amusement park and it was super fun (i rode every single roller coaster😈) and then tuesday i had to work again and so that gave me anxiety and then today i had my driving test which was also terrifying and now tomorrow i have to go to work again and i have to drive there by mysELF in a car that i’ve only driven in twice and i’m really fûckign scared and i’m so sick of feeling scared agshhfjfj bUT the good part is that i’m leaving for a week long vacation at a lake house on saturday so the last thing i have to worry about is work tomorrow thank gOD ahdhjsksks also my best friend came out as nonbinary to me last night which is awesome oml and so i’m going to do my best to use they/them pronouns for them but i’ve never really had to do that for anyone before and i really don’t wanna mess it up ahhsjs i know they would understand but i don’t want to accidentally hurt them yknow? i just get confused with how they/them pronouns change other parts of the sentence like “is” into “are” or “hasn’t” into “haven’t” but i’m not complaining at all!!!!!!!! i love my best friend so much and i’m gonna try my absolute best to use their preferred pronouns!! anyway the point is that i just really need this godàmn vacation lol i need a breaK from life oml

wowow i have a very irl lgbt friend group hahHAHSK i have a trans friend, a bisexual friend, a lesbian friend, and a non-binary ace friend oml

and two of them (my trans friend and non-binary friend) i’ve grown up with and i’ve known for the majority of my life so it’s been really cool to see them grow and learn more about themselves and discover who they really are and become proud of it yknow? i’m just ahjsksks i’m just really proud of my friends i love them sm

ur lucky lucky 🥺 all of my irl friends are straight white girls and i have no one to relate to

tyyy!!