I’m fûcking done with MARS and living!  Goodbye forever. I won’t be here tomorrow

BellaTheSinOfLust

I’m fûcking done with MARS and living! Goodbye forever. I won’t be here tomorrow


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RAVEN NO. THATS BAD. STOP. YOU CAN LEAVE MARS IF YOU WANT BUT YOUR NOT ALLOWED TO DIE
*Frowns* That's not okay
CÁN YØU STØP THÌNKING ABØUT YØURSELF?! WHÃT ÅBOUT HØW ME, SAGE ÅND ASH WØULD FĖĖL??!! I WØULD NÈVER BĖ ÃBLE TØ FØRGIVE MYSĖLF ĮF I ALLØWED YØU TØ DÎE. SAGE ÀND ASH WØULD PRØBABLY FĖĖL THĖ SÃME. IF YØU DIĘD I DØNT KNØW WHÁT I WØULD DØ WĮTH MYSÈLF. I WØULD NĖVER BE ÀBLE TO LØØK AT ANYØNE ĮN THĖ ĖYE ESPĖCIALLY SAGE AND ASH KNØWING THÁT ÌM THĖ ØNE WHØ ALLØWED YØU TO FKÑ DĮE.
I DØNT CARE IF YOUR ASKING FOR IT OR NOT
Fûck it im just gonna come out with it............. YOU SOUND LIKE YOUR TRYING TO TURN ME ME AGAINST YOU. I WILL NOT BE TURNED AGAINST YOU BECAUSE OF SOMETHING STUIPED AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND. IF YOU WANNA LEAVE MARS CREW THEN LEAVE, BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IM NOT YOUR FRIEND. YOU SEEM LIKE YOU HÅTE ME AND DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT MAKES ME FEEL?! IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A TRASH FRIEND, AND YOU KNOW WHAT I PROBABLY AM, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, I TRY MY HARDEST AT BEING A FRIEND BUT ITS HARD. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO BELIEVE THAT ONE OF MY ONLY BEST FRIENDS WANTS TO FKÑ DIE?! ITS HARD ENOUGH AS IT IS WITH SCHOOL WORK, DRAMA VOLLEY BALL AND OTHER CRÃP, I REALLY DONT NEED TO BE AN EMOTIONAL MESS TOO, AND NO I CANT JUST STOP WORRYING YOU JUST LIKE THAT.
ATLEAST YOUR DAD ISNT A SELFISH JACKÀSSWHO THREATENS TO FIGHT OVER CUSTODY
ATLEAST YOU DONT HAVE A FRIEND WHO WANTS TO FÛCKING DIE
YEAH. YOUR THE FRIEND THAT I WORRY ABOUT THE MOST. THE FRIEND THAT I CARE ABOUT, THE FRIEND, THAT I DONT WANT DYING, SAGE IS ALSO THAT FRIEND, AND SO IS ASH, AND SO ARE ALL OF MY FRIENDS. I WORRY ABOUT ALL OF ,Y FRIENDS, I CARE ABOUT ALL OF MY FRIENDS. YOU DONT SEEM TO CONSIDER ME A FRIEND, MORE LIKE SOMEONE YOU HATE, IT MAKES ME THING I DID SOMETHING WRONG AS A FRIEND AND YOU HATE ME FOR IT. YOU OBVIOUSLY HATE ME SO WHY DONT YOU JUST SAY IT.
YOU ACT LIKE IT.
Look.... Im sorry. I guess I really am a trash friend just assuming things like that....I.... I really dont deserve friends..... Not friends like you guys....... your to good for me....
WELL IM SORRY FOR TRYING TO KEEP YOU FROM DYING, IM SORRY FOR BEING WORRIED, IM SORRY FOR HAVING EMOTION, and.... im sorry I couldnt help you
Im pretty messed up too. I absolutley love feeling angery or sad most of the time so ye.... I guess were both pretty messed up.
Raven, dude, you know how much we care about you. How the hèll is death the answer? It causes pain for those around you, those who knew you were an amazing person an deserved to live. Don't do this, please. We need you, you need life. You've got a great life ahead, so pull through all the hard cràp and get to it! don't give in to depression, you're stronger and better than that! I believe in you, Raven. Don't throw away all that you have to live for, all that matters. 'Cause you're gonna go far. You're gonna do great things. You just have to stay with the living, through all the god dàmned shìt life puts you through.
But then again all of MARS crew is kinda mentally messed up in someway
And dâmn. Sage said alot of bad words. Blue: Language!
i still don’t feel good. cuz I feel like everyone besides you guys even ash hates me
They don't, Raven. I think Ash is a little stressed and she wants to help, but you shoot down every suggestion she'd given you.
well I just found out that now she hates me and now I feel shîtty
did she specifically say "I hate you"? if she didn't, you may be interpreting it differently than she intended, she may be upset, but I doubt she truly HATES you.
I see it in her eyes when ever she looks at me when I talk to her she just shoots me down and rolls her eye
he she told her friend billy and now he hates me.fûck it I’m done
RAVEN SHE DOESN'T HATE YOU
SHE MIGHT BE UPSET BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN SHE HATES YOU CHILD
HOW DO YOU KNOW!?
WAIT HOW ARE WE LYING TO YOU. IM SORRY I JUST SAW THE NOTIF FROM LIKE 20 MINS AGO.
I DONT KNOW! I’m so fûcking confused! I don’t know who is lying or not cuz lately a lot of people have
been lying to me
WELL MAH BOI. I PROMISE YOU THAT ONLY THE CAKE IS A LIE. I WOULDNT LIE TO MY FRIENDS UNLESS I HAD A SUPER SUPER GOOD REASONS
okay... sorry
Theres no need to apoligize. The liars are the ones who need to apoligize
you sure
Yes mah boi. I are very sure
okay okay- first of all
no, i don't hate you. i don't hate anybody.
billy doesn't dislike you because of me
i'm not sure of his reasoning but it's gone on for way longer than this
yes- i am really really rEAlly stressed out and quite upset at a lot of things
i don't know what you're talking about when you say i shoot you down and roll my eyes
i may shoot you down but i have never rolled my eyes at anyone
i don't hate you. i heavily dislike your actions
Hi Ash
heyo
that’s not what I meant.... I’m sorry... okay I’m sorry. look I will do anyth- fûck it never mind