so like a month ago I talked about this school trip and I go in 4 days. so 1. I'm super super nervous every year I have a panic attack there (and i rarely get panic attacks) so fun! and 2. we swim there. I hate swimming in front of my friends. It's a body image thing. I'm not fat. at all. but I'm not a stick and I have thick thighs. and most of the girls in my school are small little sticks of nothingness and when I'm around them it's not good for my brain. So like SWIMMING with them is not fun. and like I said, I'm not close to being fat, I'm just built differently and so when I'm around people in my school it makes me really really nervous. and I thought I was going to not be able to swim like a week ago because of um reasons? but now I am going to be able to swim and I'm extremely nervous. ahhhHhhhhH. also it's starting to become summer so I can't get away with not shaving my legs every 2 weeks😕

don't worry frendo it'll be okay just relax

your body is beautiful and valid,it doesn't matter how it looks,while you're healthy it's okay

don't worry and hey being just like everybody else is boring this world is full of variety, embrace it

and yeah I had a minor panic attack in front of my mom which was horrifying

don't worry fren it'll be okay. body image means nothing. honestly I'm glad I have the athletic body and big thighs because I'd much rather look muscular then like a toothpick. you'll do fine fren don't worry 💕