I really want to die..

P-please don't..! Me and Mags are really worried about you and care about you..

I’m to the point that I don’t know, if I should care....!

I'm telling you the truth Andrew..*starts to cry* And you should cause that means you have people who will always help and be there..I-i know me and Mags are exactly there but..we are really worried about you...! Mags even asked me if you're alright and ask me to tell you to not kill yourself cause he cares..!

well.. I deserve to be dead...!! my hate myself! I have done think that will make fūcking change your mind about..!! I’m not a good person, and I’ll never be..!

You don't deserve to die..!!

I ruined people’s lives! ... I was a toxic piece of shįt, I used to beat people!! why... because I was sick-minded, I thought I was fūcking funny...! I remember that kid that I’d pushed to do suicide.....! I fūcking do deserve it!!

I’m not worth shīt, go on and make a new friend, replace and forget about me!!

NO YOU DON'T..!! ME AND MAGS CARE

AND I'M NOT GONNA REPLACE FORGET YOU..!

You haven't ruined my or mags's lives..! You are an amazing person! That's why I care and I'm friends with you! You aren't sick minding..! You just keep remembering the past..! The past you...

Because I know you aren't those things you say about yourself okay?! I'm panicking because I'm doing the best i can do make you stay alive..!

N-now please Andrew..stay alive for me...stay alive for mags..

I know you are in a dark place now..but, me and mags will help you to get out of that dark place..

..

bye