*cries*

I-I wanna die...

h-he's the only reason I'm still here.... t-the only reason.... I-if he left......................

I-I'm so scared....

m-mom has so many pills around the house.... I-it's so easy......

w-why is it so easy...?

*hugs and cries* I-I don't wanna die.....

I-it would be a burden of everyone's back.... I-if I just....disappeared.....

t-that's why I'm still here..... h-hed kill himself..... a-at least he has a life ahead of him.....

I-I'm just a worthless piece of shît who does nothing but get in the way... m-my only purpose is to be everyone else's punching bag.... c-Connor has never gotten lower than an A in his school career, has a plan for his life, has been accepted into a college since last year and he hasn't even graduated yet.... h-he has a long life ahead of him as soon as he gets his legs fixed..... he'll be over coming a disability while I'm getting beat into the ground by my own talent............

I-I'm sorry... now Ive hurt you.... I need to learn to shut my trap.... I'm sorry baby doll.......

you're the only one who's paying attention..... admin to,d me to leave them alone.....