I'm so sorry for coming here

This wasn't your account for me

I'm just so lost and everything feels so cluttered on helloworldagain

I can't be there with Ivory and it hurts so badly

Not even just for me

She hates that school and I hate that she has to go there and there's so much stress that I could try to prevent but all I'm doing is sitting here and hating myself for not being there and it might as well be my fault she's on drugs and drinking because I'm not doing anything and I don't know why

I can't do anything