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I wish my friends understood what an insecurity is. I look at my friends and i see 5 perfect people with 0 insecurities. Every time i try to confront them about my insecurities, they always make a joke out of it. It has gotten to the point where when I try to tell them that i don't appreciate them making my insecurities into a joke, and then they make that a joke?! I really want to tell my friends about all of my insecurities and i want to get to know about theirs. But I just don't know guys. I have the weirdest insecurities. Here are couple of them: sweating. I tend to sweat a little bit more than the average person (Ik gross, but just deal with it) and my friends tend to point that out, so I get really insecure about it and it makes me really anxious when they point it out. It's not even that big of a deal. It's just sweat. Every person does it. I just tend to do it a little bit more than the average person, but I just can't get past it. #2. I'm insecure about the type of music I listen to. My friends don't know I listen to tøp or panic! and who cares? Well, me. I feel like if they find out they'll call me "emo" or say I'm suicidal. Which isn't true (well maybe the emo part is a little true :)) But im just really scared to show the real self to my friends and it shouldn't be that way. They're my friends! But whatever. I'll get there one day. I'll get over these insecurities. But for now, this is the mind I'm living with. This is the mindset I have right now, but who knows? I maybe wearing fishnets and skulls in the matter of 6 months (that was offensive oops). But for now I must remain happy, and accept that this is my body and my mind. And every person has insecurities, and I'm not alone.♥️

(oh and Johnny Boy is officially my favorite tøp song).

that was really well written!!! and i used to be so insecure about the music i listened to and i still am but i've gotten over it for the most part

i hate going onto spotify in the middle of class when other people can see me computer screen... but oh well

yes. and johnny boy is my favorite tøp song too

luckily, in the clique I hang out with, we all have at least one problem. the most common is suicidal thoughts. I myself have major dysphoria just to name one. being Gender-Fluid doesn't help because my mom won't buy me a gc2b binder. I'm super insecure/self conscious of my music too. I get called 'emo', 'goth', 'scene' and suicidal. most of them are wrong (is Emo and suicidal). nobody's alone in their insecurities.

I'm sorry fren I can't really relate to you or give you advice cuz I literally don't have any irl friends and (reply) thank you fren💜