I'm also upset cuz some of my friends were honestly ticking me off and interrogating me cuz I hold a lot of grudges for small things cuz I have a short temper which sucks

but they kept bringing up old things and everyone's like let it goooo and I've tried?¿ I can't?¿ and they don't take me seriously so I can't get angry or everyone will just laugh at me oof

eHhhhH I'm just,, full of emotions now ugh

oml i'm so sorry. if you want to talk i'm here

oh gog that sucks. im so sorry

Wow, tough ride. Sorry about it all. It's ok if you have trouble with the past. Everyone's like that a to some extent, and really, time is the biggest factor in letting things go. The good news is things you don't let go you will eventually be able to face. Friends are infuriating sometimes, but they'll calm down about it in time. I sound like the clock from Don't Hug Me I'm Scared, and that's terrifying. I don't even know what my final point of advice was. Ahhhhh