that’s okay *shakes my head a bit and looks at you while holding hands in my hoodie pocket*

*shakes my head and toys with my fingers in my pocket* i just want to make you feel better blaze

i’m okay *nods and pulls my hands out of my pocket, reaching for you gently* i don’t want to talk about it right now baby

*looks down at you and places my hand on your cheek, smiling a little* it’s nothing baby, i just want to spend time with you and forget everything else. can we do that?

you’re right *nods and frowns a bit as i sit down on the couch* you want to be with me right? like one hundred percent?

*turns to you and sets my hands in my lap* it’s been weighing on my mind really heavy since the other night when you asked me “are we toxic” and “do you think we’re bad together” and i don’t know *shakes my head and runs my hands through my hair* it just seemed like you weren’t all in with me anymore

*takes ahold of your hand and nods* please do

so what would you like to do? *looks at you and tilts my head as my breath hitches a bit*

if you’re feeling like we need to break up for you to be happy, then i don’t want to hold you back. it’s truly ki lling me to say those words because i love you more than i’ve ever loved anyone else. but never do i want to make you miserable blaze. that’s just not who i am

yes i feel it but i dont know how to fix it either. we both work full time, and i truly try my hardest to be here every free chance i get

i just don’t know

i need to know how we can fix this because i can’t go everyday knowing you’re upset and sad. i want to be the one you can come to and talk about things and i can hold you and try to make everything better. i’m so so upset right now at the thought of losing you

do you feel any better at all when we’re together?

i don’t want you to lose yourself at all. genuinely if you think that you would be happier after the initial break up then please don’t make yourself miserable by staying with me :(

well no i don’t feel good either right now. and i don’t know what i would do without you either. every night when i come home you’re the first thing on my mind and i can’t wait to spend time with you.

ugh i want to help so so bad

no no don’t do that

you have no control over the things you feel baby, and that’s okay. i just need to figure out for myself how to help you through those things

okay. i don’t know what to say :(

honestly i’m more worried about you blaze, i dont even care about myself right now

i’m definitely worrying

are you sure blaze? all i want is for you to be happy

okay and what are those?

okay, i’ve never done that before so i’m not sure how that works

well :(

and you’ll get to flirt back to mister coffee shop boy haha

so we’re back to the flirt only basis haha

yeah i don’t want to stop talking to you, i couldn’t

but would you be flirting with anyone else?

ugh please don’t take away the cuddles i swear ill be good 😩

i agree, it wouldn’t feel natural at all to talk to anyone let alone flirt with them bleh

are you gonna be mad if i start following people oops

maybe i can make some friends :/

is it bad that i want you to be mad 🥲

you’ll always be my little greys girl ❤️

i knowwww

nothing that happens will change what we had blaze, you’ll always be in my heart and i’ll love you forever. everything’s going to work out the way it’s supposed to my love

stop it don’t make me cry

i love youuuuu

best friend :)

i know i was about to delete mine too and make a new one. you better make a new one 😑

no more tears we are OKAY

we are GOOD

blazeandmillerbffs

screaming

crying

throwing up

yes absolutely

now we make newww bios and we can talk there x

of course we can. i have your christmas gift to give you still silly girl :)

it’s all okay blazeeee

i need new nicknames for you

noooooo i’m sorry

ewww friend 🤢

jokes jokes jokes

post a bioooo

ew i literally don’t want to follow anyone else

like who am i gonna follow

“miller is my best friend forever and ever and ever”

the best caption hello

i can’t be my own best friend duhhhh

NYLA by blackbear got me in my feeeeeels 😮‍💨

bleh i kinda don’t want to talk to her anymore she’s A LOT and i’ve said like two things to her

i’m not going to respond OOPS

i just wanted like friends and BAM she was talking about her love language

okay if i had to guess yours i would sayyy physical touch or words of affirmation

ohhh i was close

you’re correct miss blaze

brb gotta get myself into teacher mode to fix your grammar

ope youll never know ;)

i mean, maybe i shouldn’t say “never”

oops did i overstep i didn’t mean to

i like flirting hehe

alwayssss

hmmm, what?

oh knock it offffff

you’re so funny

i have a sad question

do i still get to see rora?

no i really want to, its up to you on what you want her to call me. i dont mind what she calls me but i do really want to see her still

🖤

SORRY WHY

which color heart should i use now

OH

ummmm 💛

happy heart💛

okay okay blaze heart❤️

❤️ this one

oh oh oh

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

i am so sorry

please tell me

oh bad girlll

well your best friend is also having some problems but he can’t tell you because you’re right, it wouldn’t be appropriate 🙂‍↕️

whew you know that’s going to be hard

don’t remind me 😩

you know how many times i’ve had to erase “baby” from my messages 🥲

blehhhhh