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....Are you still angry with me?

Sure? I totally understand if you are.

You can hit me if you want

That tends to make people feel better

I'm not going to mótherfúcking hit you and I'm not mad

Tell me about your day?

it was good:) gunner believed me about the whole hug thing, Logan and gunner aren't mad at eachother, my bestie came over all day and I hung out at the park with gunner Logan and Sebastian

oh and gunner kissed me😱🙊🙉

it was so freaking weird and awesome at the same time 😂😱

Is he a good kisser?

I'm dying😂😂😂

😂👍🏼👌🏼😘😘 Smoochie Smoochie

In other news that isn't as exciting I almost fùckin died today

Ummm well Isaac kind of just put his head on my shoulder in the middle of class

And then he made me put my head on his shoulder

And he bought me a pop

I fùckíng told you he liked you!

and then we were outside and I said I was cold so he just kind of wrapped his arm around me and wouldn't let go until I said I was warm enough

omg you call it pop omg I thought I was the only one lol back to the topic

And then he gave me a real hug and he was just like "bye Chris see you next week" and I was trying not to melt into a puddle. He also put his hat on my head.

anyway thanks for listening to my obsessions :)

😂 yw sis ❤️ I gtg to bed ilysfm

Wtaf, sorry I meant to hit delete

Somethings off, what happened?

What did the ásshole do now

Fûckin idiot. Why the hèll is he mad at you?

well I mean I deserve it..

oh yeah? how much you wanna bet?

okay. I promised him I would stop cutting..we were holding hands walking home and he pulled my arm to him and looked at my wrist and he saw my kinda newer cuts..he's mad because I broke a promise

no I don't! he should be mad. I'm not suppose to lie especially to him

Good god, what the hèll is him getting mad at you going to accomplish but more cutting?? Am I really the only person in the godforsaken world that can see that depression and cutting is a lack of love and anger only makes it worse??

you're right but I just..he shouldn't have to deal with me

That's his dàmn choice. Have I ever gotten mad at you for cutting? Not telling you to stop, but actual anger??

And was that my choice not to get angry?

Exactly. Just like if I would have gotten mad, it would be my choice, not yours.

what're you getting at?

So why are you blaming yourself for his choice?

because it's my fault

How exactly is it your fault?

I lied to my fúcking boyfriend

It's not any more your fault then if he would've not gotten mad

I just need to talk to him..but I cant😭

As opposed to lying to your best friend? There's no difference, Argetlam.

I'm not lying to you

You most definitely have lied to me about cutting before

I'm talking about right now

I'm talking about anytime. What's the difference if you lied to your boyfriend today or lied to me a month ago?

I dunno you would know if I lied or not because you know me better than gunner does

The choice of getting angry or forgiving instantly is still there. I could've gotten mad at you for cutting a few minutes ago. If I had, would it have been your choice for me to get angry?

no it wouldn't be my choice because they're your emotions. I can't control you

Do you understand now?

oh god you tricked me into proving myself wrong

Hèll yes I did. I've found its the only way to get you to believe me.

and how the hèlł do you know me better than I know myself?

Knowing you better than you do?

Simple, for a time lord dragon rider consultant detective slash hunter

(apparently you can't type the correct spelling of elementry)

😂😂😂😂😂

Don't chug wish your boyfriend was hot like me

😂 oh my god I died when I read that

I'll post a selfie sometime

Did I make you feel a little bit better at least?

if I don't answer right away it's cuz I'm at gunner's football game

I'm literally living for you and Thursday's and that's it

I'm living for you and Thursday's and that's it

what's special about Thursday's?

I get to see Isaac all day and he makes everything ok

God, he actually hugged me

Sorry, I'm rambling again 😳

fûck, I miss him 😞

And I have six days before I can talk to him again

I SHOULDNT MISS HIM THIS MUCH WHATS HAPPENING TO ME

But I'm also kind of sad because I think he has a girlfriend

Tell me what else happened today before I bore you to death with Isaac 😂

😂 uh well I hung out with my doctor who bff Clinton, my 5sos girl friend ragan, and my all time bestie Logan

Sometimes I love being right

that's probably the biggest lie I've ever told😂

Trying not to think about certain people who's names start with "I" and end with "C" and failing miserably. You?

texting you gunner and Hannah

AGH TALK TO ME ABOUT SOMETHING

DID I REALLY JUST SAY THAT

YOU REALLY JUST SAID THAT😂

😂😂😂😂😂😂

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

how the hèłł would I know what PART of him other than his face and UPPER body?!😂

DIRTY MINDED CHICK I COULDVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HIS NOSE OR ARMS FOR ALL YOU KNOW 😂😂

PHYSICAL SCIENCE IS 'TUPID

I just sent Isaac a friend request on Facebook

Sorry for not answering as fast I'm doing homework too Lol

my mom just asked me why I was smiling so much.

what do I tell her???

Like oh nothing the guy I've been obsessing over just liked my profile picture nothing huge

Issac accepted my friend request and liked my profile pic ☺️☺️

DUDE THATS AWESOMEEEEEE

My mom just looked at me and went "What did you do?" and I was like ???? and she was like "That's an 'I just did something or I know something' smile" and I'm just like😝😝😝😝😝

😂😂😂😂😂😂

ahhhhhh I love my life

*hugs you till you can't breathe*

*comes back to life* WHAT HAPPENED

oh I'm like OH MY GOD FINALLY!

😂 earlier about the gunner is hot thing oh my god im dying

Oh my god Ivory! 😂 I am not your otp!

what do you mean?!😂

About me kissing Lol

oh lol yeah I think you and Isaac are my otp😂

TOO BAD! OTP MEANS ONE TRUUE PAIRINGGG! I ship it forever.

😂😂😂😂😂

I'm watching blind spot wbu

cool😜 I'm about to watch doctor who

What episode are you on?

You're still on Nine!!

YOU HAVENT GOTTEN TO TENNANT!!!!

DONT TOUCH MY ISAAC DONT TOUCH MAH TENNANT

I CAN TOUCH DA DOCTOR

YOU CAN HAVE MATT SMITH

TAKE ELEVEN TEN IS MIIIINE

Alright, how about we agree if we ever meet him, we both get to make out with him

Don't touch mah Isaac

I won't touch ya Isaac

Ok. 😝👌🏼👍🏼

THAT DOCTOR WHO GIF AND PIC COLLAGE YOU SENT ME. I DIED.

I've got the doctor who theme song stuck in my head

DOCTOR WHO IS BAEEER

I'm confused YOU MÒTHÉR FÚCKĪNG SPELLCHECK

Doctor who (😂😂)

OMG I gotta remember that

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

XD I got it from David

GUNNER SAID HE LOVES DOCTER WHO

I DID NOT KNOW THIS DELIGHTFUL INFORMATION

😄😄😄😄😄😄

I'm stalking people on Facebook

Idk, Jenni decided it was a life skill so I'm practicing

I'm so bored I swear

I'm also watching last weeks best time ever with nph

I thought u were watching dw

I am but IM BORED MENTALLY

well that's nice *sarcasm* 😂

IM GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK

ISAAC JUST MESSAGED ME HEY WITH A SMILEY FACE HELP

TELL ME EVERYTHINGGGG

He sent me another smiley faaaaceee

We're now talking about Doctor who 😂

I'm actually really happy now.

I like this. I can talk to him during the week now. You should be happy😂 I won't be complaining about missing him anymore.

😂 you can talk to your boyfriend now! 😂😂

He's not my boyfriend 😂😂😳

he will be😏😏😏😏😏😏😏💋💋💋💋💋💋

John Hamish Watson if you're looking for baby names 😏

😂😂😂😂😂😂

hey that was a good one you gotta admit 😂😂😂

Ok, yeah maybe 😂😂😂

😂 I do that all the time at school, only people who understand it is Clinton and gunner 😂😂

I'm on top of the world eh!!

What do you think?? He texted me first, do you think he was bored or do you think he actually wanted to talk with me??

he actually wanted to talk to you obviously

Ok, ok, imma calm down about Isaac now

Ok, I'm not going to obsess out LOUD over it :)

whyyyy can't you be in the 5sos fandom?!

Idk man, not my style

TAKE MY MONEYYY(5sos song. don't take it literally😂)

😂👍 You got my friend obsessed with them 😂

I'm still trying to get that video for you and she started listening to them and long story short I now have BOTH OF YOU obsessing to me over them 😂

and my mom came home yesterday with a 5sos shirt for me

what video and how did I get her obsessed?😂

YOU DONT REMEMBER THE VIDEO IM TRYING TO GET FOR YOU

OH YEAH SORRY IM STUPID SORRY YES I KNOW

IM SORRY IM DISTRACTED I CANT THINK STRAIGHT

😂😂😂 Idc tbh I would've still gotten it for you

Why?? WHATS WRONG??? DO I HAVE TO MURDER SOCIETY??

It's quite obviously not fine, what's wrong

is it aśsbutt 1 or 2?

who is àsshòle 1 and 2?

oh lol no it's gunner but it's fine

he didn't do anything lol I'm just distracted by him

good way or bad way?

no he isn't! I'm playing football with him rn and I'm distracted by him on purpose lol

yeah and he hit me in the face by accident so I'm really paying attention now😂

gunner got grounded for a week so I can't talk to him that long

Hey, are you talking to Liam?

that's kinda impossible...

Ivory, he wasn't real you know..

what do you mean he wasn't real..

all of this..was fake?

It was fake.. I know for sure now..

And I'm really, really scared....

Chris it all broke me. I thought it was real

I know, and I wish I could go back and change it all..

I-I can't believe how fake it was..I thought I finally had a boy who understood me..who actually cared about me unlike no one else..

It hurt me too, Argetlam. I wish I could make it stop... I'm so, so sorry...

it isn't your fault Chris

I know, but he kept hurting you. People who care won't do that.

That's never stopped me from blaming myself before.

he apparently wasn't real in the first place so it doesn't matter. it messed me up what they did

Maybe the connection was real Ivory. Just- Liam wasn't.

*hugs you* I'm sorry... I'm really sorry...

*hugs back* it's okay..ill somehow sometime get over it

If only it were that easy..

Ivory... What if- What if Sam wasn't real..?

you knew her in real life though

...no.... no I didn't...