wow

hi?

hey

I’ve spend the last 15 minutes finding a decent profile picture

ahhh I don’t want this to die 😢

I’ve been trying to make an edit but it’s weird so remix me any blue stuff ya

Cordelia walked around

then let’s not make it die

Cordelia’s wearing a black dress in mourning for my inspo

but it’s got a pink floral design

nicolás, talon, and blythe were sitting down and talking

Everly walked to the snack table. Sandra actually danced. Megan sat down at a table in silence.

carmina was sitting and plotting something

Cordelia sits next to Carmina “something on your mind?”

carmina says “just thinking about something...”

Everly suddenly had a coughing fit for no reason but stopped after 5 seconds. She smiled and walked to Megan’s table and sat down.

ooo

carmina was twirling a plastic knife with her fingers

eeek

I have to shopping soonnnn

that’s nice

Everly sat down and stared at the floor.

i don’t ever really go shopping

I’m just going because I need new shirts. Mine are old and most are small on me.

Cordelia nodded

😂

i wish i could go shopping

but i don’t have money

also I know we’re rping but if you guys could enter my icon contest it ends tomorrow and only like two people entered

Everly danced to the song in her seat and kept looking at the floor.

most of my clothes were my older sister’s and they aren’t really my style but it what i really only got as an option

I’m back :)

thx! 💕

ohh

hola

cordelia doesn’t believe carmina, but she gets up and gets some punch, careful not to spill it on her light pink floral design on the black dress

jEeV

i just remembered something from fifth grade...

oof

Myra was in the corner sipping tea.

Julian ate a donut.

blythe was getting some punch, and after carmina went up to blythe and spiked the punch bowl, not the tea bowl. because i know how some people prefer their tea

oh yeah he is

Everly looked around. She never really liked dances. Always so boring.

Jessica at in a chair near the back she kinda hated dances but kinda liked them.

poor magnus

Cordelia frowned at the punch bowl, sipping her not spiked punch

she laughed softly at all the silly people dancing. she remembered a time when she used to dance

nvm

Myra decided to get drunk on tea.

carmina decided to get drunk in general and blythe says “tsk tsk tsk”

hello?

hi

hi

👋🏼

I’m still here as well

hi sal!

hello

Ethan sat on the floor, he was protesting rock rights

i’ll be on & off as usual 😅😂

Remy looked at Ethan weirdly. “what are people doing these days..?” she muttered more to herself, as she reached for a bag of chips.

well same

poor aleera just has a low alcohol tolerance 😂

Jack sat in the corner, he was half asleep. He had a bunch of flower crowns stacked onto his head.

Felix was trying to pop balloons, he popped one and shrieked and jumped back. “thAt was scarY.”

Cordelia walked to one of the balconies and stood outside in the crisp clear air (late summer? idk)

FELIX 😂

u knO iT 😂👏🏼👏🏼

guys guys camphalfblood or whatever it was

my oc almost killed Felix in that rp

Myra has too much too drink

😂😂

Jessica lost interest in the dance and sipped some tea

Ruston casually stuffed his pockets with pretzels

hi

hey brooke 💫

Cordelia stood on the tHiCk stone balcony railing and held out her arms. titanic vibes aside she felt the energy in the air and lived in it for a moment

Druken Myra stumbled over to Aleera, “potatoes are ew.”

i starting to think that i have what i was thinking i had in fifth grade. but in fifth grade my friend kept putting that thought down with my idea that i had depression and i just forgot about it...

hi Brooke

but now i am starting to think what i thought back then is true...

oh no

Cordelia turned blissfully “oh it’s you” she sat on the balcony facing out “glitter boy”

I get that though I really do

Brooke, it maybe possible you had it, but you can’t go around and tell people that without an actual diagnosis

“tEa,” Myra shoves tea over to Aleera

You should actually get checked if you have depression Brooke, or do some online tests

Jack fell asleep in the corner.

it’s not about the depression

. . .

it’s something else...

having something concrete that you know is true can be helpful to identify

what’s it about?

Cordelia smiled “my hands just really needed to feel the air. take it in”

“nO tEa!” Myra shrieked.

Felix grabbed a bunch of balloons, and tied it together with a small rope.

there’s a bunch of tests online if you wanna see if you have something

that comment came out wrong I was thinking about something lol

“Rights for rocks!” Ethan chants.

but yeah there are tests and you can tell us if you want

Remy shook her head at Ethan, “people these days.” Remy clucked her tongue and turned away

I don’t think online tests are actually the best option..go get tested irl

i thought that i had something similar to Cibophobia...i forgot what specific one it was but i feel like recently i am starting to think i might have it or something like it...

well yeah they’re not the best but they’re helpful sometimes bc they can also be questions you can ask yourself

yeah not all online tests can be true

get it checked out irl, try going to guidance counselor

If you truly have the clinical phobia then you need to get tested

what’s cibophobia sorry

it’s like a fear of food

ohhhh

yeah that’s not an online test thing

no mental illness is an online test thing

mental illness are serious conditions which you need to get help from professionals

Get it checked out because it might lead to something else

I don’t want to end up offending anyone bc I don’t know much about mental illness

but could it be the fear of what the food does to your body or is it the idea/image of food alone? because i don’t think those are the same thing

yeah Brooke

those are different things

100%

I’m aware that they’re different and they mean different things about mental state or one corresponds to the other meaning something else

the fear of what food does to your body is more like an eating disorder

like i said all I know about mental illness is what I know about myself so if I overstep anything please tell me

i thought i had something like it since for as long as i remember i get this anxiety when eating in public or trying new foods so i just didn’t. and i would only eat like 6 different foods...i was and underweight for as long as i could remember and i remember my two younger siblings always weighing more than me...it wasn’t really fear of what it did to my body it was like a fear of eating the food itself of that makes sense

well yeah that’s what I’m saying but all she said was food so to elaborate I asked “food itself or what it does to you” and so bc it wasn’t clarified I needed to know is all

I think it’s best if you get checked

You should get checked out

yeah

i mean it’s not really a disorder, i am trying to say i think it’s more of a fear

eating disorders are so scary.

would that cost money?

this is almost more social because there is a fear of eating in public or something or eating in the presence of people

well if you call it a phobia it’s a disorder but a fear is not a disorder

yes

part of that might just be that i am insecure and think people are always talking about me

yes and not to assume anything but my extent of knowledge connects the fear of eating in public to binge eating disorder not saying you have that but one does sometimes come before the other so you should get checked

just looking out

that’s kinda normal to have thoughts that people are talking to you

everybody feels like they get talked about

it’s not eating in public

you also said new foods so maybe it’s just a comfort zone fear thing with food

it’s eating in general

what about eating scares you then?

I think you may want to go talk to a therapist because this sounds like a developing eating disorder and I could be wrong but It’ll be best to get a professional’s opinion

it’s just the food that scares me

so it’s probably an eating disorder

yeah ^ do you have a small amount of foods you stick to?

no, I’ve actually had an eating disorder which is kinda why I know so much about this; its not really a disorder yet

bc that is an eating disorder but it’s more like you feel comfortable with foods you eat and anything else scares you

sorry not disorder

I meant just like a habit problem thing

I like thinking of an eating disorder like a ‘friend’ that your in a toxic relationship with

also I have to go so sorry 💕💕💕

a disorder is when it takes over your life

WAIT that’s called bulimia

that one is anorexia

that’s Bulimia Nervosa

and binge eating is more not wanting to eat around people so when alone you eat everything you missed out on quickly and you don’t throw it up

anorexia nervosa is when you cut back on your diet

not saying you have any of these necessarily but I figured it would be useful to have the definitions?

most of the time when you have an eating disorder it’s a mix of binging purging and starving

anyways I really do have to go now sorry

also eating disorders have to do with exercise too so..

Brooke probably doesn’t have an eating disorder it’s probably a developing disorder

I don’t think so..

it might just be a developing disorder

you know a lot 🤷‍♀️ Ihave a lot of experience with eating disorder

it might be a eating disorder actually

no, it was pretty recent I don’t like talking about it because it’s hard to come out about that sort of stuff.

if it was an eating disorder it also as to do with exercise

aw hope your okay though jat 💞💞

eating disorders may become because of self esteem as well

it’s alright it wasn’t anything too major

hey...

hey brookie

hey brooke

i remember seeing this youtube video awhile ago and this girl was talking about her food issue thing and i remember relating to everything she was saying about it and the symptoms and stuff but i forgot the video so i was trying to find it again

but i had no luck

hm, try to find it or look up your symptoms and then address your guidance counselor about it

i’ve never talked to my guidance counselor before...

they’re not as bad as you think, they usually stay quiet & listen then give their opinions or advice at the end

yee

hi

kAt

hEY mAn

hi

jattttt

I’m in a book store and I can’t decide between a couple of books

which ones?

there’s like no way I’ll be able to jump into this rp so I’ll just watch

one can keep a secret if one of them is dead, girls with sharp sticks, the window, and Dry

also maybe words we don’t say

Oh I’ve heard of most of those I’ve just haven’t read them

I might end up buying them all if I can’t choose

Okay I got girls with sharp sticks

I was gonna read one of them is dead but never got around to reading it

I’m cleaning up my closet cause it’s a mess

heyo

hi

🥗👌🏼

👋🏼

oooweee

hey

HI

is anyone on?

I’m here only for a sec tho

and I should go I have to wake up at 4 am tomorrow :/

oof

well, i've missed you lyds. so it was nice to see your icon.

awe I missed you too Logan :)

I’ll stay for a bit

hi

hi

what have i missed? juicy dance drama?

a murder in the girls bathroom? someone poisoned the punch?

idk I just got here today

maybe brooke the cook knows.

Nova walked into the dance for the first time in a few months, she was in South Korea with her brother visiting relatives.

OOoO.

eeeek

ryan stood awkwardly off to the sides and looked at her feet.

reese sat a table and ate an apple. where did she get it? no one knows.

eeeeeeeeeeeeek

fallon drank water and watched. she can't dance.

so who wants to rp?

it’s weird

being back her after three / two months

i can

it must be.

is it alright if I make a new character and get rid of Sadie?

any of my lonely beans are approachable. i can rp.

i would think so.

yeah you can

my whole body hurts. i went dirt bike riding up north this weekend and i wiped out so many times.

im so happy to be lying in bed.

that’s good

well not the getting hurt part

but yeah

lol

soooo....rp?

also @caption If you need help hiding the body afterwards, i can help. i gotchu.

sure

haha

fun fact, i was talking about my sister because i was trying to sleep and she kept singing and humming and i kept asking her to stop

ah. i would still help hide the body.

haha

so let’s rp

i have a single pringle

i have a newly single pringle as well.

who is also corrupted

aka carmina

aka credit carmina

so i shall repeat : ryan stood awkwardly off to the side and stared at her feet. // reese at an apple // fallon can't dance, so she watched.

carmina was being brave and was dancing by herself

i just love credit carmina.

my three boys were sitting down and talking

hehe i stan selena Gomez

reese bit her apple and watched carmina. in a non creepy way.

i do too sis:))

lol

jsonacdovbdiuafyrb

carmina looks at reese for a bit and then continued to dance

i am just watching my fav youtuber rn

trin lovell

ryan just stares at her feet and wonders what shes doing here. // reese smiles a little and claps for carmina.

OoOOo

im just watching someone draw 30 famous logos.

carmina laughs a bit too and talon looks at ryan in pure confusion on what is so fascinating about her feet

that’s cOoL

Marie walked in, not really knowing why she was trying. she was always the odd one out of place.

Śöłàr chilled

it will not let me say śôłàr

oof

let me try

woah

right

guess that’s an iNaPpRoPriAtE word

ryan has no idea whats fascinating about her feet. i think she just doesn't want to look at anyone in the eyes. // reese feels a small ache, but keeps smiling. // fallon glances at marie.

uGh bUt thAts hiS nAmE

talon went to ryan and says “feet must be so cool...” he laughs a bit

Marie caught Fallon’s glance and quickly looked away, walking the opposite direction cause she got social issues.

carmina went to reese and says “it feels like such a long time no see...”

ryan glances up, then back down. "yea...they're amazing." she laughs a little. // fallon shrugs.

reese nods. "it really has been. how are you?"

talon says “no insult towards me? rEaLLy?”

carmina says “as single as i’ll ever be, you!”

*?

Marie ties her shoes and knots them three times // nova throws the punch bowl “cOnTAmiNatEd”

awe mann it’s good to be back

ryan shrugs. "im not in an insulting mood. although....out of all the hair styles in the world, you chose that?" she asks, messing it up. "there, much better."

reese shrugs. "i don't know anymore to be honest. but really? your single? i would have thought there would be a line of eligible people waiting for you after me." she laughs a little.

talon the messes up ryan’s hair and says “yours is better too now!”

fallon raises a brow at marie. "three knots?" she asks.

:)

I’m so nervous for tomorrow and anxious and scarejdjdkxjsjks

carmina laughs and says “i’d thought so too, but i guess everyone already seems to have their own love life drama going on”

why?

ryan swats his hand away. "its only funny when i do it. when you do it, its just sad." she sticks her tongue out.

talon says “you know what’s sad? you being at a dance and just looking at your feet”

Marie looks up, her face going red. “Uhsksks Yeah- better safe then sorry.” she scoffs with Selena Gomez’s perfect voice seRioUslY hEr vOiCe is soO pReTtY ImM-

reese grins. "well, you should be part pf that drama. there should be fights about you."

I’m going to a different state with friends

like across the country

fallon chuckles (that's such a funny word) "whatever you say."

carmina says “well if they happen i will save you a front row seat!” she laughs

Marie nods, “Um I’m Marie Wagner- nice to meet someone finally” she smiles // Nova inspects the food to make sure it’s not contaminated

ryan hits his arm. "no one asked you." she says. "besides. i don't have a date. so my feet can be my friends."

that sounds like fun lydia!

"and remind me to bring popcorn." reese adds. // fallon nods. "im fallon. its nice to meet you marie. when did you get here?"

talon says “didn’t you have like 3 boys in love with you at some point or something?”

carmina says “good idea”

Marie shrugged, “A week ago- I’ve been in the library and staying in my little area..” she mumbles // Nova throws out the cupcakes because they are contaminateedddd

ryan nods. "yea, but liam and i broke up, i have no idea what happened to josh, and james broke up with me like a week ago. so now im lonely." she looks at her feet. "well, not entirely lonely." she says, looking back up.

dxmmnnn

oH shIoZzz

reese grins. "i know. i have tons of good ideas." she jokes. // "i did the same thing. but you must socialize at some point." fallon laughs.

dangit nova. reese was gonna have a cupcake.

I fOrGoT abOuT nOvA aNd bEn aNd śôłàR aNd NoA

Marie looked around, “I doubt anyone has the time to talk to me. Plus I’m being very productive and safe by tying my shoes...” she knots them again, “- four times.” she grins

OH YEA

fallon sighs. "four times is too many." she glances at her untied shoes. "you can be perfectly safe without any ties." she says as she almost falls on her face.

Marie cringes, “Yeah, I don’t think that helps to prove your point..”

I should go bye guys maybe see you tomorrow depends what time I get to the hotel 💞

fallon laughs. "it totally does. i'm still safe. i just tripped over air. not even my shoes fault." she says.

okay dokay.

whereeee isss brookeeeee

how could you leaveee meee

come back brookeeee

then i shall be forces to go to bed. but pleassseee keep this open another day brooke.

bai.

okay I can’t sleep ... I’m gonna regret this at 4 am in the morning when I gotta leave

hey dudes

hey

thank you brookeeeee!

yEet

BISH I MISSED THE SCHOOL DANCE