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...hatepage..πŸ˜– ...I can't comment on it though...Abby blocked it...πŸ˜–πŸ˜–πŸ˜–
no where 😢😣
...my hate page...
did someone make a new one...
...my current one...look at it..what they just posted..πŸ˜–
what does it mean?
...those are my chest, waist, hip and thigh measurements...i don't know how they got them...
😢 oh my god...
...I wanna die...πŸ˜–
no no no...no
...the whole app can see those now though...πŸ˜–
Matty...I care about you know that?
...whaddya mean..?
Nobody is allowed to hurt you and get away with it...
...they've been at it for a month and just keep digging deeper and deeper...
Matty...why do you think Ash blocked the hatepage?
...so they can say worse and worse stuff about me without my knowing..
no...she doesn't want you to worry about it...she loves you so much she tries to make you forget about it...
...but it's still there...the voices in my head nag me to look at it...
don't listen to the voices, listen to me...
.....the voices are so loud...πŸ˜–
then tell them to shut up
...I can't...I cant it's so hard...
your going to be okay...you wanna know why?
...sure...
because I'm right here...every step of the way...I got your back Sissy...
...what if you disappear...πŸ˜–
nope never
what if your mom makes you leave...
she won't...
..how do you know..πŸ˜–
because I'm smart
...it could always happen though..
I know...
...what if it does..
I won't let it...
...πŸ˜–
I promise you...it won't happen
...what if it does...
the only times I disappear is because a) my iPod dies or b) I'm being forced to do something
...I've been trying not to cry the past hour...now I can't stop...and my arms are screaming to be cut...
no don't!!! MATTY DONT!!! *hugs* the last thing I want is you to be cutting...
*hugs* why not...
because! remember when mommy mango left for two weeks and I had to watch over you and momster?
...kinda...why...
remember how she told me to keep you alive?
no...
well she did...and that's what I'm doing when she's not on...I'm keeping you alive...
...I'm useless...
no
...I have no sanity whatsoever..
okay..?
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