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James is daddy tho πŸ˜»πŸ’
I'm too short babyyyyπŸ’žπŸ˜«
I love you more then u can ever love me❀️
noppeee not possibleπŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’— remix meee
πŸ’”nope
but I love you a lot moreπŸ’—πŸ™ˆ
nooooo😫
equally ?πŸ™ƒβœ¨
❀️❀️❀️🌹
I LOVE YOU SO F CKING MUCHπŸ’—
hey babygirl,sorry I haven't been on ❀️been busy with finals for school
and grumpy until Rosie comes gives kisses
*laughs* you should post beautiful❀️
❀️❀️
james?.
^alex!!! πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š
hey james.
I missed you too james. im sorry i havent. been on lately...πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
uh. ive been getting helpπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
yeah, they gave me meds. im not sure if there working. i dont know anymoreπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
i missed you...πŸ’šπŸŒΈ
i did. so much. it was horribleβ€¦πŸ’š
my parents wiped my phone when i went. ughπŸ™ƒπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
the hospital sucked i didnt have my phone I could hardly see my parents. and yay!!πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
i said, i was getting helpπŸ’š
um. i was sick...🌸
they was testing me for things.😞they kept me on watch
how are you?
im happy to talk to you again...πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
but tbh other than that im not ok. um. im going to see esther laterπŸ’š
i dont feel im ready to be out yet... i might. do something im scared james.
no not that. out of the hospital... :(
my parents just think that i need to be in the outside world and ill be fine. i feel like. idk. crying.
they dont really understand. they just think she'll be fine. NO im not. 😞
i do... they say its ok to ask for help but they dont listen when i do. :(
i love you james...
oh god. i need to go sophia.
i think. something happened im not sure hes not saying anything o i feel like throwing up.
have you not been speaking to esther? she said she misses you
oh
i dont know. did you know what happened? apparently shes turned into a different esther...
im sorry. she says she misses you anyway
what happened?
oh that sucks
oh sophias throwing up. she locked herself in there
i dont know what they think i can do... ugh
I'll probably join her. besides she locked herself in there i cant get in
im gonna admit myself. i cant i hate it i need help i need something.
go to the hospital. :(
She's on the floor crying
It's a mess
I'll try get sophia
do you know why shes crying?
Oh yeah she was in there for like 3 months!
She's calmed down a little
one of alexs friends
hey james🌸
are you okay?ΒΏπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
okayπŸ’š
I love you james.
why?
i love you to.πŸ’šπŸŒΈ
wdym??
i wont...
i wont leave. im sorry about everyone else. im really sorry that i havent been here james. you have no idea. i wanted to talk to you. be here. but i couldnt.
i love youπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
you ok?
well idk what to say. um do you want me to go for a bit?
oh. k. bye james ttyl, i love you.
oh what?
:/
im not sure what that's supposed to be but okay
oh oops oke :)
wait why?
did i hurt you?
well. thats good. ig?
you seem off
whats up?
oh, well if i can help. tell meπŸ’š
ok.πŸ™‚πŸ’š
i love you too james
im gonna go to sleep... ttylπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
hey!πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸ’š
how are you?🌸
yeah I guess im okayβ˜ΊοΈπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
they wouldnt let me go back... but its okay. ill just tale the meds and see what happens🌸
yehsssπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
i love you tooπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
uh what time is it for you??
oh...
3:15pm
timezones suck...🌸
well at least we can talk sometimesπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
i missed you. ugh i felt so bad just. leaving. like that...😞🌸
anyway
nothing πŸ’š
well im gonna try go to the shop on my own.. ugh.πŸ’š
im trying. oh god im so nervous πŸ’šπŸŒΈ
it will be fine. just a shop oml. what iS wRonG wiTh mE ughπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
love youΒ‘πŸ’šπŸŒΈ
you're one of my best friends asdfghjkl πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
Hi Hi i missed youuuuπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
we dont talk for ages i dont like timezonnneeeeesssssssπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š
yay yay were here yayπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
oops were not i watched a moviiee oh πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
i watched nerve on Netflix πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
it was okaayyπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
how are youu???πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈπŸŒΈ
um. im that goodπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
well I found out my friend. passed away earlier
he was too young...
i love youπŸ’š
how are you???πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š
yeah im okay πŸ’š
well^^^^
yeah... but im fine :) πŸ’šπŸŒΈ
i love you toooπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š
heyπŸ’šπŸŒΈ
hru?🌸