can i use a friend rn? i want to talk to you about something

it’s going to be on insta

I’m glad I decided to stay too. but yet again, I want aware my presence made such a difference to you

*grins and chuckles at you* don’t you have enough teddy bears?

I’m just glad she’s talking to me again, no idea how happy I am right now

mar I love you so much

*chuckles and nudges you* you threw your teddies out? how could you!!!

how are you doing tho? :) cool girl

I love you most mar :)

I’ll hold you down to give you one haha, what kind do you want?

I might just steal a teddy from you *smirks and looks down at the instructions* maybe I’ll just watch you do this

do you want to cuddle? :)

I win (;

tongue would look pretty cool on you

*smirks and runs my hand through my curls* maybe I’ll steal one when you’re not looking? or I’ll hit you with a cooking spoon *laughs and looks down at the teddy*

*smiles and offers my hand to you* lets go cool girl? I’m also very touch starved

also I think adira doesn’t see me as a friend🫤

oh my god reading that back that doesn’t sound PG 13 😂

doesn’t see me as more than a friend *

is there anything I should know before giving you a piercing?

it’s what’s nearest to me *smirks and looks down at you* besides, we both know I like being whipped

*smiles as I move my markers and art off the bed* don’t mind my room, I don’t normally get guests *frowns and looks at you* we all need cuddles time to time

she said she only sees me as a friend

but honestly, maybe that’s how things should be? I’m not sure

feelings are annoying sometimes 😂

I’ll be back in 10 minutes ❤️

you wanna get it pierced right now ? :)

now? ^

*smiles and strokes the teddy bears paw* it’s so cute, I bet it’s happy it has a new home

can I ask you something mar? what happened with Aaron? *frowns and lays on the bed with my arms outstretched* into my arms you go x

I don’t think I do

*grins and helps you clean up the mess on the floor* you know, this is quite random but, the reason I came back was to talk to you again

*smiles and nods as I hold you to my chest, caressing your cheek with the back of my hand* I’m sorry I asked

I think I need to reflect on her and us as a whole, I always get confused with love

maybe because love can be so complicated

has anyone caught your eye? :)

*listens intently nods as I hold you to my chest, running my fingers through your hair* I’m sorry you went through that, maybe we can talk about something more light. uh, let’s see *chuckles and looks around my room* teddy bears, pillows, Christmas, uhh

I’ll do that for sure x

well then they’re not cool enough for us 😎

that’s good :) who wouldn’t wanna be friends with cool mar

*plays with your hair and grins to myself* it was alright? not too special, how was your Christmas?

they’re missing out on us 😎

you mean everyone that doesn’t associate with us? 😎

stressful? why? *smiles and plays with your hair, twirling and twisting it very lightly* isn’t Christmas supposed to be calming?

well now we’re here and there’s not lots of people, it’s time to relax :) *grins and tucks your hair behind your ear*

*smiles and looks down at you with a soft chuckle* same here, I wanna relax too. this year has been exhausting

it will because we’re going into it together *smiles and nudges you* how’s your family though?

*smiles and yawns as I close my eyes again* I’m glad it’s going to be a new year, I’m hoping things will be easier *looks at you and smiles* a little brother? that’s adorable

oh nevermind 😂 I was like aww a little brother *laughs and shakes my head* is he the super smelly and annoying kind of little brother or the mature and sweet kind?

I’m glad, I bet he’s lucky to have a cool older sis *smiles and cups your cheek gently*

*smiles and cuddles you gently* do you still want that tongue piercing?

where’s your bio? :(

where’s your bio cool girl?

happy new year cool girllll

I’m so thankful for you too :)