I'm actually learning abt this and I said this in sience clarararas

so yeah the reason I'm refusing to login to my old account/I'm kinda scared to is bc I'm kinda terrified that I've been forgotten and people have moved on... Like, a lot of people are surpassing me in terms of edits and I just feel like... nobody will care about my account because there's a lot of other accounts with edits as beautiful and even more beautiful than mine, so why bother with an account with an overdramatic, rude, whiny admin? And I just don't want to let people down and leave again or just... Idk, but my edits are going downhill and that's the only reason people follow me in the first place- my edits. I want to go back to my old account but I also really like the feeling of freedom on this one.

tankoo ;3; I'll think about it;;;