i think this is going too fast for me

and honestly i’m not trying to be rude at alllll but i don’t like clingy

i promise you i didn’t mean that in any mean way x

i know

oh my i’m so sorry:(

i hope things will turn out alright x

only wishing the best for you and your family

i’m sure he isn’t x how’s she doing w this news? trying to hold it together?

:( how olds your brother?

that’s awful kinley. so sorry all of you have to go through this

i’m glad yall have each other though

well what do you want to talk about

we could but i won’t be on much longer x i’ve got work at 8am which means i need to be up by 6 so ill be going off to bed soon darling x :(

wednesday but i’m trying my best to pick up a shift x so in reality probably thursday :)

i’ll be on tomorrow after work just like i was today x

all i’m doing most days is laying in bed after work

especially when i get off at 5

just like right now x i need a better diet

i’m feeling so sluggish

i need to set the sweets downnn

yk this app has always reminded me a lottt of love island. you make connections w people and the strongest connection you start a relationship and usually love that person then if something stronger and better comes along you go for that

anyways idk

i want you to be happy and idk if i’ll be on enough to make that happen

i want you to do whatever you want

i agree but that’s why i said we should take it slow. if someone comes along that you find a better connection with and they’re on all the time, that would be amazing for you

and i don’t want you to feel stuck w me and unable to explore other connections

i am single tho haha x

me and you are “talking” i guess you’d call it

we aren’t together so that would make me single

i want you to know that just because it says single does not mean i’m talking to anyone else

because i’m not

do i think i will what?

i don’t know x i don’t think so. i do have this best friend on the app and she left x i am hoping she comes back but we are only friends. i guess we’ve done a few things but im sure i was just a rebound. anyway what im trying to say is i won’t talk to anyone else but i do hope she comes back x only as friends. so if you do ever see her in the comments you’ll know who she is

yes i’ve been on here for years haha x had many friends, a few girlfriends

time fly’s

mace was a friend of mine from a long time ago x she was on for a second a few months back but that’s the last i’ve heard from her. i was just thinking of this other friend i had. chelsea x i miss her so much she always had the best stories and she went through sooo much. i wish both of them would come back. i had a few other friends but yk time and things come between

the friend i was referring to was blaze

she went away a few months back and i miss her

also that’s aweful i’m sorry xx

no i never spoke to the krim rose person x blaze had many kids haha. i think it was a boy and a girl? can’t remember if she was pregnant or not. anywayyy the one w the daughter was emma. her and blaze had the same baby daddy. loads of drama haha

yesss haha isn’t that crazy to think about

how long we’ve been around. how many people we’ve met

one of my friends in MIDDLE SCHOOL showed it to me

how did you?

good morning:)

booooo i feel like work lasted 100 hours

maybe that’s because i picked that shift up

anyway i’m so glad to finally be home

the bills don’t pay themselves. 😾

want to do that together ?

*chuckles lightly while looking over your body. opens up my arms, motioning for you to come here*

*moves my arms under your bum before picking you up. crosses my hands under you so i can hold you up while smiling at you. walks into my bedroom* maybe a comedy? i’ll end up staring at you and falling asleep so i won’t be watching much *places you down in the middle of my bed*

*chuckles lightly before laying beside you. lays on my back, looking up at the ceiling for a moment before looking back to you* i love step brothers

i never expected you to be off and me to be on x

i have work in a bit so i hope i can talk to you before then

i decided not to go into work today 😃😃

i took a nap instead

i missed you too darling xo

my days been good x im just eating dinner now

how’s your day been? what’s kept you so busy

chicken parm x and that’s sounds amazing

do you have a good relationship with them?

I h8 going shopping for birthday gifts is so stressful

I kind of spent the day doing nothing and laying in bed. I did wake up from a nap earlier.

definitely video games

or legos or sum

oh really. and what did she have to say now 🙄🙄🙄

she’s trynna steal you from me 😟

but anywayyy yes it is exciting! it’s been like a month since i’ve talked with her :)

well nooo she asked me to cuddle but also that was in our remixes so i’m just knowingggg she was snooping for something to snitch on me about

idk i just kind of think it’s crazy how she keeps stabbing me in the back. like she was supposed to be a friend yet she keeps running to you to try to get me in.. trouble?

i’m just glad you can see i’m trying my best to be genuine and id never hurt you

WHAAAAT yeaaaa im glad i act better than an ABUSER

that’s crazy

it’s okay i forgive you🙂‍↕️

let’s do something

likeeee a date

or a dip in the pool

i have these premade salads or fruit trays. we could also make sandwiches if you want to bring them w us. or we could go to the pool then come back here? *leans against the kitchen counter as i look over your fàciàl expressions. pushes myself off of the counter with the palms of my hands before walking up close to you, wrapping my arms around your waist*

peanut butter and jelly is all i have *places a small kiss on your check before pulling away from you. crosses my arms in front of my chest as i think* i really don’t like regular sandwich so i only ever make pb&js. childish, im aware *smiles softly at you before opening up my pantry, grabbing the bread out*

*turns to face you with an audible gasp* i can’t believe this *shakes my head as i turn back to the pantry to grab the peanut butter. walks beside you, placing the peanut butter and bread down on the counter. walks over to the fridge and grabs out the jelly and fruit tray. sets them down next to my other ingredients before nudging you* i have never heard anyone say that before. glad i could be the person to introduce you to this yummyness

yea i get that *nods a bit in agreement before grabbing out a knife from my drawer. takes 4 pieces of bread out and spreads the jam and peanut butter on the slices* i always dip apples in peanut butter

*hands over the knife, chuckling softly* yes ma’am *walks into my bedroom quickly to grab my cooler. comes back and puts the fruit tray at the bottom of the cooler. grabs some waters and tosses them in there* i’m excited to see you in a bathing suit *grins over at you*

cause you’re super sexy in regular outfits so i’m sureeee you’ll look…. immaculate in a swimsuit *nods my head in confidence before walking up behind you. wraps my arms around your torso, placing a small kiss to your neck*

oh really? and why’s that *places one of my hands on your hips. the other i use to tuck some hair behind your ear. studies your expressions as i grin*