~currently stressed~ 
school is too much — disappointed in my grades but also don’t have enough motivation to improve all of them bc tbh I couldn’t care less about apwh or at least the class — but still disappointed in all my other grades and it’s stressi

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~currently stressed~ school is too much — disappointed in my grades but also don’t have enough motivation to improve all of them bc tbh I couldn’t care less about apwh or at least the class — but still disappointed in all my other grades and it’s stressi


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caption: ~currently stressed~ school is too much — disappointed in my grades but also don’t have enough motivation to improve all of them bc tbh I couldn’t care less about apwh or at least the class — but still disappointed in all my other grades and it’s stressing me out bc I feel like I’m just failing at school and i need time to relax and just time for myself bc I’m stressed but then I don’t study enough so it’s either study and be stressed or be stressed and attempt to relax— and the thing is I genuinely like learning and at least I used to like school but now I don’t even like school at all bc I’m barley learning I’m just sitting there attempting to memorize a slew of information that I just know I won’t use and I would rather be using that time to focus on classes that I care about and have motivation in and could potentially use in my future — school is literally just about multitasking and memorizing at this point and I can’t stand it and if I’m not motivated in something I just don’t do well— the only thing I really look forward to in school are a few clubs, this class I have that’s basically just creative expression/arts, and physics bc even though my grade isn’t grEat or like high 90s I’m genuinely interested in physics and I like the subject — the clouds outside currently look like some spooky clouds out of a children’s Halloween book or animation
I hope things get better
may the odds be ever in your favor as u pray to the emo gods for the wicked and ur hurting soul
ah good ol’ michael scott 😂