*reaches up to hug you tightly, rubbing your back in a soothing manner* i should be the least of your worries, huckleberry. but i’m glad that you have rocks that stand firm enough to keep you grounded

*continues rubbing your back, keeping you in a tight hug* there’s been so much going on, for all of us.. so i get not always feeling your best. or feeling urges and impulses to do things that aren’t the best for you. but the fact that you pulled through the dark time is what matters most and im proud of you for it

that sounds like a good plan, jeremy. *nods a bit and keeps hugging you, my grip tightening slightly* i’m ok

*shrugs a little and meets your gaze for a brief second* yeah.. just ok. but it’s fine, i’ll be fine. i just uh… miss august. a lot. and feel pretty shxxty seeing everyone happy and in love, while i am almost just waiting to see if or when he comes back on, and when he does, for how long it’ll be? i know work is intense for him and he can’t control his schedule but.. yknow