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I feel personally attacked by this also I’m curious what you guys are like when you’re depressed or having a bad mental spot? When I’m depressed I’m just rly numb and I don’t feel like I exist?? Or like I have control over my emotions I feel blank

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i just make a lot of jokes but i kinda tend to have less emotions? its wierd

i try to act the same as i always do with my friends but i talk to them less than normal. when i’m alone or in class, i’m just quiet, i don’t listen to my usual “up” music, i have a playlist i listen to (that sounds so emo oml) and i cry a lot

plus i have this bad phobia of stinkbugs and that becomes like, elevated almost? idk but it feels worse than usual when i’m feeling depressed

sometimes i get really numb and distant or sometimes i just feel really like ? angry and just do things to ruin the good things in my life bc i dont care abt my well being

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