Hey, it's nice to meet you too :))

Cause im awesomeeee✌️Jks✨Im superr bored and dont know how to work this dxmn app😩

I just about know how to post 😂

Oml same samee!But like no ones talking to me except you👀✋😂

Ahah, I love the bio 😂🙌

Ahhh thank youuu👏I had wayyy more stuff i wanted to post no space thooo!I love your acc theme😩😍

My account is messy 😂

Nooo not at all,your very talented😩👌💚

I'm not 😂🙌 All I do is take MANKY pictures of myself and post them with a quote - not hard 😂

That is hard.You find the quotes that find a way to people's hearts👏I'd be horrible at that😂

I write them myself ✨😂

Oml oml see even more talented like i cant✌️Yourrr soo good thann😭

Thanks 😂🙌 Can I read you some moreeee stuff? I'm in a deep kind of mood TBH

Yea feel free im your new bestie✨💜

I don't even know why you love me. I'm nothing to you, certainly to other people. Like a breathe of fresh air, it gets inhaled and then blown back out again... second, after second, after second, and so on. I don't even know why you care, you've never said you do, but I'm presuming. I presume day after day, after day, after day and so on. I don't even know why you ignore me, day after day, after day and so on. You probably don't even notice me, all these things I'm saying, it's a presumption. Could you drop me from a height and make me disappear? Because when the walls are closing in on me, all I do is tightly hold onto my ears, close my eyes and pretends it's a dream, but it's not a dream, it's a nightmare, and I'm scared I'll never wake up.

It's really bad 😂🙄

You've always been there for me, as friends. What if I wanted more then friends? Who says I do, it's just a thought. But when the thoughts think aloud, it's like you can read my mind and lean in for that warm hug, you're way of letting me down easy. Every time I still fall deep into your eyes, I can't control myself. You can't control how fake your hugs are either, but nobody is complaining because hey, nobody is perfect, love. Maybe I was the first to know your little secret, maybe I was the last. But my secret, it doesn't remain so quiet when I'm thinking aloud...

The first one is called: Day after day and the second one is called Thinking aloud.

FXCK FXCK FXCK THAT WAS AMAZING IM TOTALLY AMAZED LIKE OMG YOU HAVE SO MUCH TALENT AND I CANT ENEN KEEP EXPRESSING YOUR SELF THIS WAY ITS TOTALLY AMAZING💜i should turn caps off😂

Turning caps off would be a good idea 😂 I suggest you do that, quickly 😂 It's not that good, God. Chill 😂

But you really love this person,go after them babes🙌✨💜

PAHAHAHAHA it's nobody ...

Boi what you sayinggg.It was so good like shîzzz! cant even rn😍

It's just writing, half of the poems don't have a meaning... I'm not ready for a relationship anyway, I got torn apart in a messy breakup last time. There's one poem, close to my heart that means a lot but that's about it

This poem I'm talking about is the one I wrote the day after my dad died

Okay but boii your girl would be lucky af🙌

and tbh idk if I wanna share it, it's the first time someone has heard it since that day

Omg im so sorry to hear about your dad.It must have been terrible.Tell me about him he sounds amazing💕

Anddd im sorry bout your last relationship😭

I get what you mean it must be hard to share,im happy you shared it with me😙

He died 3 years ago... he killed himself... Ellie was around 10 and April was 16... I was around 14 ish... Nobody knows why he decided to kill himself but he didn't come home that evening after work, so now it's my two sisters and my mum... I've never really wanted to talk about him

Rye im like so sorry,no one should have to go through living without your dad,I mean i lost an uncle but he was a father figure as well so i might feel what you feel.How are your sisters and mum doing now?

It all happened so fast, over in 2 seconds. Not like being trapped underwater, the water filling up your lungs, making it so hard for you to breathe, punching the air because you can't afford to open your mouth, it was over in 2 seconds. Just like our family. 2 stupid seconds. 1 second you'll regret, the other second you wish you never pulled the trigger. You didn't just pull the trigger on a life but on 3 other lives too. You destroyed us. And now what are we supposed to do? You broke us easily in 2 seconds... and how are we supposed to get better, fix things, in 2 seconds

They are okay, April is at uni, she's the oldest. and Ellie is doing well at school. I think my mum is still putting a brave face on, we all are tbh, it's still a little sore for our hearts but we'll be okay.

That actually really got to me too.i get exactly what you mean.I feel so badd.Like i dont even know if i were to put myself im your shoes i wouldnt be as strong and confident as you are.

You've got to keep moving though, you can't keep stuck on one hurdle forever. Sometimes you have to knock it down and carry on running, Anyway... Tell me about yourself.

You all are really brave and like you guys are definitions of role modelss good job☺️

Nah, far from role models, I hate my dad for leaving us.

Oh shush yes you guys are.Maybe he had a reason i mean you cant blame him without knowing why!

I guess..

Anyway, I'm Rye/Ryan. Whatever floats your boat. I'm 17 and I was born in April :) I have 2 sisters, Ellie who's 24, and April who's 20. I'm from Essex. On the outside of London. I study Law and Physical Education (PE) at college like a good little boy;). I play rugby for our local team and I'm not scared of getting dirty... My dad died 3 years ago, He killed himself, unfortunately, leading to deep poems, writing, trust issues and yeah... some sad stuff. But anyway, I like the colour light blue and I'm a good cook, I hardly ever cook. I'm single, straight and not looking since my previous relationship crushed me, Soooooooooo....

But i also see where your coming from,don't worry life will treat you better.

I did a bio for you :)

The name is Ryan Adam Clarke. But it used to be Ryan Adam Wood, I changed my name to my mums last name a year after my dad died...

Aw thank you i enjoyed your bio,i would to but im......LAZYYY.

Ohh okay im digging the name!

But it will be coming soonnnnn!

Thanks :) You're the one person that knows how I really feel about my dad... I've not shared that poem with anyone else

I'm absolutely honoured:)Hopefully you'll open up to me more and become really good friends in the future☺️

Yeah, that's defiantly gunna happen :)))

You're really pretty... You're mum must be a stunner to have gave birth to a princess like yourself :)

Good cause your like legit my only friend rn😂😂😂

Awww thank youu.Yes shes a goddess i really am thankful for my mum💘

Why can't all guys be like you?😂

Loner 😂 and awh, I like a girl who is thankful for their parents. I just wish I had a dad aswell...but hey, life goes on. And you're welcome, idk why your saying thanks, I was only telling the truth...

Like me? Pahaha that's funny.

Heyy that hurts my feelings!Say sorry.Well yea they are my everything.I know i know,yup just keep living.It wouldn't be polite if i didnt say thanks duhhhh✨

Yes like you your amazing👌

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings !! Awh, far from amazing. I told everyone I was going to sleep but I'm not, I'm staying up to talk to you.

I'm okay im a big girl!Shush you know your amazing.Awehh i feel so special.But fr go get some sleep i dont wanna keep you up.

I like being kept up, what else will I do? I kinda enjoy staying up late.. I'm literally layed in bed with like 9 pillows and a hot chocolate ahaha...

Hmmm that is really weird.....but unique i like ittt!Ahh i wish i was you you sound comfy!

I am comfy thanks ahah, soooooooooo then, your bio now?

Good good.Ahhhh,but sure.I'm Celina but i always never liked Celina i preferred Cel.I'm 17 and I was born in July.I only have sister Josie who is 15 and we are the only two with my mum and dad:)I am studying to become a children doctor cause i am in love with children:)I play basketball we have won as state champs.I actually enjoy cooking and i love purple and blue.I was bullied in middle school.I am single and straight and yeaa and never had a relationship before.All about Cel!

You got bullied? why

Just being a bit taller and i was always one of the guys,because i liked basketball.

That's not okay... Society thinks it can judge people for everything and it's ridiculous how some people behave and act because of decisions you chose that make you happy! So what if you are a little taller then the others, it's fine. Basketball is a cool sport, at least you can say you've done something with your high school life, I bet no other girls apart from a few can say they were part of a loyal team. That's something to be proud of! Font let anyone bring you down!!!! And if they do, tell me and I'll break their jaw :)

Awhhh thank you so muchh:)You honestly make me feel proud of myself i always listened to them and let them bring med own but this made me realize im stronger than that💜Thank youuuuuuuu my big goofy loser:)

Oh my.......GO TO SLEEP!

You're welcome :) My fist is stronger then them and I'm pretty sure my eyebrows have more structure then their life so tell them to bring it 😂💕 I'm gunna go to sleep now, it's past my bedtime hehe. I'll talk to you tomorrow, Enjoy the rest of your night - I'll speak to you tomorrow ✨

The night time is made for saying things you can't say the next day 😻 Sweet dreams xx

Trueee trueeee.Okay goodnight🌙Ill make sure to be on for you😊I hope you have a good night and make things that are impossible in real life possible in your dreams my love💗

I will, thank you :) I'll drop you a message in the morning or something 💕

Nope ill be up first so i could do itt:)Sleep and dont reply to thisss💞

Morning ✨

Nooo what time do you wake up like dang.Good morning hope you have a wonderful dayxx💞

Thanks babe, the day was good, how was yours?

Welcome,thats nice.Mine was good except my bestie made me do shopping allll day long with her😩

*go

Ryeee get onlineee i'm so bored rn😁!

Your so mean!!!Likkee dang babe.✋

I'm here;)x

Finally i was soo bored:(

Were never on at the same timeee*pouts*

I'm on ;) 😂😂😂

Hello,I bet your off now😂✌️

Yep sorry I fell asleep 😂❤️

Your such a loserr😂💗

Sorry 🙈❤️😂

Its okay its okay,but fr we need to be on at the same time😂💞

Yeah we dooooo cos you obvs love me 😂

Yeaa your right i do love youu💛😂

YAY 😂❤️

Your luckyy i dont like much people:)

:))

You and your gf are goals af!✨👌

Really?

Thank you.

Heck ya!

No problem,treat her rightt💗💗

I will!

You better❤️I will hunt you downn if you do something wronggg😂✌️

Just joking i know im scary😈🙉✨

😂😂😂❤️

I'm tougher than you😉🌚

Hardly

Sure sure.Ill just let you win but we all know i'm than youu💛😂💪

YOU ARE NOT! 😂❤️

Yes i am no shush💤💘😂

*now

Don't make me shh 😂

Ooo i just did so...... Shh😂*snaps*