Oh my gosh! This is terrible and I unfortunately don't know how to help you. However, I do know that you should never commit suicide. Also, it is sometimes okay to cry. I know this may sound stupid but whenever something really bad happens and I just want to start crying I spray my pillow with perfume and cry into it while getting a lavender mint smell. I know it's stupid, but it helps calm me down eventually.

I don't know how long it took me. My guess would be an hour (Also, thanks!)

oh sweetheart don’t feel like that! 💕 I’ve had some similar stuff happen to me (girls can sometimes be quite dramatic🙄) but if you can ignore them💕 they’re not worth your attention. if you don’t like someone that’s ok. it’s your own opinion everyone has one💕 it’s ok to share things with people just as long as you maybe keep it simple or something so that it’s not that big of a deal. i used to know what it was like but at the moment all my friends have kept things between us. I guess maybe we haven’t told each other huge secrets and I’ve told people who I didn’t like to (please) go away too but it all turned out ok in the end. I hope everything works out ok but if you need me I’ll be here too 💕