oof girl don’t even ask. it’ll just get me angry .

nah it’s not your fault. -holds my girls on each hip- let’s just say a bad break up. and call it that

i do too. despite what everybody says … i think i deserve to be happy just like anyone else. despite mistakes i’ve made.

thank you for that. everyone believes crazy lies being spread about me rn so it all just suxls. feelin like i’m in high school again with all the cliques that tlak smack on everyone. it’s like if you don’t act absolutely perfect and do and say what other people want you’re a bad person.

if only more people were as kind as you . i just wish the world would be different . i wish that exes woukd just end things on halfway good terms and not talk bad about each other. i wish that when people have kids with each other that people don’t act like they never had them. it just suxks nobody has empathy with each g other anymore everybody just goes at each other’s throats constantly. .

sorry i’m rambling. just how i feel. Brady is my twin girls dad but he keeps lying in my name and acting like the girls don’t even exist … when before he claimed them and said they existed. i just don’t get it…. he even says i forced him to love me? … i didn’t . i may have tried to take my life a few times but i didn’t mean for that to be a form of making him stay … i never meant that . truly. but i can’t ever explain myself because he’s got all of pc agaisnt me …. he hxtes me. he will always hxte me.

thank you. but I guess you could say i wasn’ the. best girlfriend either.tbh we BOTH dod each other wrong a lot …. but i really fell in love with him when he laid flowers on my daddy’s grave and said he’d alwYs be there for me for my dad. it just. town my heart to see that things didn’t turn out the way i’d hoped. and his little boy … john harper? he told me he died ….. but he didn’t. he’s alive and well apprently?? i guess that’s just payback for when people saod i died but didn’t . idk. i’m just stupid. ima stupid girl. that account will alway resent me and us in general.i’m not perfect but i actually did love him … i really did.

no no it’s okay. he’ll have peace with me not being on his life anymore i think.

the truth is that a part of me will actually love him always. but i don’t blame him for leaving me and wanting someone new. i want him happy. and john harper too. i wasn’t making him happy i was just making him miserable. it’s what i’m good at…. i’m not gonna throw a pity party anymore. if he wants to be happy with someone who doesn’t make him miserable then so be it. i won’t stop him from having that. not anymore. i was toxic. i’ll admit it. it’s all 101% my fault. all i did was make him feel imprisoned . now he can be free.

he treated them fine. it’s just suxks that now .. he’s acting like i never got pregnant with them . that suxks is all. the love that it took to even make them was …. incredible.

and they love him but i get it i suppose. he just doesn’t want to see them because it reminds him of me .. and that’s not a good thing to be reminded of bc i was so toxic. i’m slowly learning to be better. i wanna say sorry but i know he won’t think it’s sincere and i know he’ll just talk more bad about me. and i know he’ll never forgive me for the way i treated him. or his friends. i just dug myself into a deep hole that can’t be excapabke with them so it’s better to just not evens tlak at all

well bless your heart. got even talking to me in the first place. but nah it was all me. now that i reflect in everything it was all me. i was the bad egg of the bunch.

if i say amy word to him or the rest i’ll just get attacked by all his accounts and the accounts that despise us as well and he’ll just not believe me anyway. he’ll just block me and curse me out and say bad things so i’d rather just sit here and not say anything. bc it’s no use .

yeah that’s true … but this is far beyond broken that it’s past the point of healing. i just need to leave. and not like alll the other times where i said i’d leave and then come back the next day. no i need to actually leave. it’s time.

hey it’s Mia lol i’m olives twin. anywayyyyyyy.. do u think andrew is hot? don’t worry i won’t tell haha